There is a film (I don't know the name) which shows weight of people before and after dying almost differs 26grams. It's a little bit tricky; does this fact have any relationship with our soul?!!! Does it have any weight? Even Mehrdad says when he is hugging Rozana and walk in the room for making her asleep (She loves this way of going to sleep) then he feels her weight has been reduced and it's the start time of her sleeping. That's a fact that we are souls in the bodies, those bodies are not permanent and we ought to take care of it up to the time of leaving, so how coward are those people who commit suicide out of common problems.
P.S. I can't update my weblog from workplace any more. It seems some IP problems but from home it's OK. I'll write about the conclusion results of the Holy Sleep voting in the next post.
Friday, October 10, 2008
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Holy Sleep
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Park In Eftar Time
Sometimes you have lots of free times which you are counting moments to be passed and some other times you don't find even any moment for taking a look at the mirror. in both cases I'm saying myself you shouldn't forget Rozana and her needs.
Especially for this reason last night, when I saw she is nagging and got board , I drove to Niavaran Park around Eftar time. There were lots of parking lots in front of the main door and I guessed how many people are there !!!! Only Rozana and 2 other kids were there. She played and enjoyed of being the only one using that playing yard but I was a little bit afraid. Weather turned dark and I felt I've missed home ,so turned back sooner than before, but generally she enjoyed the time and I was satisfied after all.
Especially for this reason last night, when I saw she is nagging and got board , I drove to Niavaran Park around Eftar time. There were lots of parking lots in front of the main door and I guessed how many people are there !!!! Only Rozana and 2 other kids were there. She played and enjoyed of being the only one using that playing yard but I was a little bit afraid. Weather turned dark and I felt I've missed home ,so turned back sooner than before, but generally she enjoyed the time and I was satisfied after all.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Made In China
"Made In China" this is a sentence which is seen almost all over, on the toys, cooking wares, computer equipments, shoes, bags, cloths, even garlics ( how silly) .... I feel if everything goes on with no changes maybe in some years we will see people made in china in all the world. This country is spreading its manufactured equipments with good and bad qualities every where but unfortunately Iran part is the bad part. I don't know why they are allowed to import this amount of unqualified wares to my country while internal producers are suffering from this procedure?!
Monday, September 15, 2008
Rozana Improvements
I was reading my weblog today and suddenly I felt I've missed Rozana a lot via my writings. It seems that it's along time that I haven't written about her except uploading new photos, so I'm writing only about her today:
She is ... turning to a kid from an infant. Now she runs very well, try to go up and down the stairs, sings her pieces with her own language, even talks with us and sometimes when sees we don't understand her she screams. She drinks milk with glass, in the mornings prefers tea of course. She understands when we order her for not doing bad jobs, at first she glances to me and then starts crying but doesn't do that job. I want to jump and hug her in those moments of cryings when she is angry from me but I'm trying to control myself for not spoiling her.
Two weeks ago she had her 12 months old vaccines. In our entrance to the doctor office she turned to me and was only keeping my cloths, also frowning to the doctor. I was surprised how she remembers the face of her after a months and also remembers a bad memory. Then after 2 weeks red spots appear on her skin and also she got flue. It was a good symptom because shows that my sweetheart will never get MMR diseases.
Because she runs all the day so her sleeping times have become more programmed, sometimes when she is asleep I go on her head and kiss her until she feels uncomfortable, really when she is asleep I think I've missed part of my life. Gradually this love feelings are making me fearing of the day that I'm not with her any more ...
She still has 4 teeth, like white jewells in her tiny mouth, very sharp and useful especially for biting fruits and sometimes poor mama!!!
In the mornings when she wakes up and sees Mehrdad and I she welcomes us with a very nice smile which is different from the other hours of the day. That smile shows that my little angel have come back to us from the other angels again. This experience is repeating every morning.
I can write about her breathing, eating, walking, crying, exciting, ...
When will the day come that she comes and reads these lines?!!! Thank you my kind God for giving me these much happiness in the life.
She is ... turning to a kid from an infant. Now she runs very well, try to go up and down the stairs, sings her pieces with her own language, even talks with us and sometimes when sees we don't understand her she screams. She drinks milk with glass, in the mornings prefers tea of course. She understands when we order her for not doing bad jobs, at first she glances to me and then starts crying but doesn't do that job. I want to jump and hug her in those moments of cryings when she is angry from me but I'm trying to control myself for not spoiling her.
Two weeks ago she had her 12 months old vaccines. In our entrance to the doctor office she turned to me and was only keeping my cloths, also frowning to the doctor. I was surprised how she remembers the face of her after a months and also remembers a bad memory. Then after 2 weeks red spots appear on her skin and also she got flue. It was a good symptom because shows that my sweetheart will never get MMR diseases.
Because she runs all the day so her sleeping times have become more programmed, sometimes when she is asleep I go on her head and kiss her until she feels uncomfortable, really when she is asleep I think I've missed part of my life. Gradually this love feelings are making me fearing of the day that I'm not with her any more ...
She still has 4 teeth, like white jewells in her tiny mouth, very sharp and useful especially for biting fruits and sometimes poor mama!!!
In the mornings when she wakes up and sees Mehrdad and I she welcomes us with a very nice smile which is different from the other hours of the day. That smile shows that my little angel have come back to us from the other angels again. This experience is repeating every morning.
I can write about her breathing, eating, walking, crying, exciting, ...
When will the day come that she comes and reads these lines?!!! Thank you my kind God for giving me these much happiness in the life.
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