Rozana, 10 Months Old

Actually last week she passed her 10 months old birthday but because I didn't find any good time for concentrating on her new tasks so I write this post today:

This month we went to her pediatrician twice, once for her usually check ups and second time after she caught diarrhea for the first time in her life. She hadn't eaten any fruit or any new food so I was sure that the reason of her disease should be her teeth or maybe her playing with her fingers by her mouth.Any how at first night she got flue and because we didn't know the reason of this sudden rush I think maybe she had cought cold, but the next day all the symptoms were appeared and then she started losing her body water!!! I even can't imagin her losing 1 gram, it was a bad situation. My mom started giving her ORS powder in the water. Surprisingly and thank God that she drank all of it, atleast giving us a hope for equilibrium in her body . When I brought her again to the doctor she didn't give any pounds but also didn't lose either ,so it shows that she is getting better and there would be no need for feeding her by serum.

Now she is good and has started eating her ordinary foods. Thanks God.

Something else about her, she is almost 10 months old. What's the symbole of a child in her age? trying to walk, taking chairs and tables by her hand and trying to stand up, moving on her foots and hands( 4dasto pa), saying some words? Rozana is trying to do all these tasks but only successful in saying Mama, Baba, Dada and that's all. She doesn't show any enthusiasm for moving by her own. When we put her on the floor in a horizantal position, she become tired after 2 minutes and starts nagging asking us for making her sitting or putting her in the walker. even if we make her sat on the floor she sits until we come and take her, I mean she doesn't fall in the ground or change her position. I don't know what are the interpretation of these laziness but maybe she starts doing all these tasks together.

Her measures up to now:
Weight = 10kg , Height = 76cm , Head Area = I don't remember (!!!!!!!)

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These long summer days with Rozana beside,are good times for taking a walk around. Maybe I lose the last pounds of my overweight.

Good Ended Accident

Yesterday Rozana was in her carsit without fastening her sit belt and we were driving somewhere when suddenly Mehrdad pushed breaks and she was thrown away under the chair !!!!!!!!!! Even now when I think about that moment I can't believe. She started crying but 100000 times thanks god that she didn't hurt and forgot it after 5 minutes.
Mehrdad was guilty by that type of driving but of course I was guilty too for not fastening her belt.
What will she say when she read this accident after 20 years?... Maybe says what neglectful parents I have!!!

Party

Thank you Khale Fattaneh and sorry that I cried alittle bit more than before. As Maman Somi said I was aching in my belly ( :( ) and now sorry for those delicious foods I didn't eat. Kiss AmirAli. Bye

Mother's day

Tomorrow is called as Mother's day in Iran. It was just a day for giving my mom some gifts for saying that I do remember your date, up to Rozana's birthday. but from her come my looking at the word of "mother" has been totally changed.
After her birth ,when I was becoming conscious just I was able to hear voices. The most sound which is kept in my mind for my whole life is my mother's who were saying you have a nice and healthy girl. At that moment my stitches were paining and I was thinking about the worth of having such an angel beside in all my life span. It was like a quick memory flash which happened in my mind, made me remember all her kindnesses during these 28 years and all my bad behaviors in response.In a side of my mind I was curious about Rozana but she was the second subject. The first one was my mother and kept the same until I see my daughter.
Then after coming out of hospital, her perfect nursing from Rozana and I, beside all her tiredness of guests who were coming for meeting us, was a great kindness of her... and after that her always taking care of us and now babysitting of Rozana in my working hours are priceless.
All these sentences are about her after granddaughter birth(it means at the start of her aging years) ,and her top works had been while I was a child, nourishing and cherishing me, calming me, giving personality to me, making a somehow successful woman out of that pure little girl.... Her kindnesses are uncountable.


So do you think I can thank about all these generousness by giving a gift and a bunch of flower? It seems ridiculous , maybe just because its a kind of remembrance then it should be done.

I think these gifts are not important, just our behaviors while our mothers are in need of us ,by welcoming them with smiles can be a very tiny response to these fountains of love.

Happy Mother's day to all kind mothers .

Unorganized Geusts

Last night I washed Rozana and was trying to make her sleep when suddenly the door bell ranged. When I listened to the voice it was a beggar who was asking for some food. I didn't pay any attention and went to make her sleep again. Suddenly the apartment door bell rang and I saw Mehrdad's parents and sister are behind it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (they were joking by changing the voice) All the home was in total mess and we didn't have anything to bring for them. you see sometimes you don't have even fruit at home and say yourself I'll buy tomorrow but the next day don't find enough time ...and for some days your refrigerator is out of everything, it was our case last night.
I was totally shocked and don't know what to do.
Having guests is pleasant but if you know they are coming before then you can do your best but when you don't know ..............

Wedding Anniversary

6 years ago ,I was sitting with my family and Mehrdad's in my grandma house eating breakfast at this time. I think you are getting confused so let me tell the story from the first:

18th June is the anniversary of my religious wedding in ImamReza's shrine. Because I like to start my common life there so we decided to go to Mashad, doing Aghd( religious wedding) ,then giving a party for my family who are there and then coming back Tehran and repeat that party for friends and Mehrdad's family.
My mother and I went 7 days earlier for arranging all the staff. We reserved the party place, invited guests, ordered fruit and dinner, took time for barberry... and then I was waiting for the day come and tasting the start of new life with a man who had been my friend for more than 4 years but become a possible husband for less than a year.
The night before Mehrdad and his family came Mashad by plane. It had 3 hours delay and we all (I mean 4 cars for bringing them to my grandma's house) went 3 times to the airport till they came. We all were tired ,when reaching home I was laughing looking at my aunts, uncles, cousins and also grandma who were gussing which of those new faces is the coming groom (2 of Mehrdad's brother were also there so everyone were making mistake).
Anyhow, in the soon morning we all waked up and went to the shrine. Actually I hadn't slept for even 1 minute out of my worriness. I was 100% sure about my selection but lots of other things were rushing into my mind. I was deciding for my whole life, this start was the end of my living with my kind parents who were protecting me up to that time. So this big decision was very important and worth mind worriness.
I wore Chador( a black wail which is mandatory for entering in these holy shrines) and went there. Most of my cousins and their children were there. it's a costume in Mashad starting a new life by the side of ImamReza and friends and families of the couples will come to congratulate them there. I changed my black chador with a white one which is the symbol of a bride, using to show that this new life is very clean and starting purely. the religious man started saying the words... my mother was crying and kept Mehrdad's promises for making me a happy life.... the words ends, I said YES and from that moment I become his wife.
Even now I remember that moment very well. I was feeling calm, happy and confident. Was it those cliche sentences effect or that holy environment which gave me that tranquility? I don't know.


Now 6 years has passed and we have dear Rozana with us. I'm happy and sure that my choice was correct.

Happy Rozana

It's very easy making a baby laugh, even possible with a new toy which is coloured significantly or is making nice sounds.
Is it possible to make her this much happy while she gets adult and understands more?!!! A bitter fact I think.

My Friend's Baby

I've found lots of new friends who never have seen them , in internet. One of them is going to become a mother in 10 days. Last night I was dreaming about she and her daughter... in my dream everything were OK.
You can read her blog here.

She reminds me about Rozana's birthday. What a nice day in my life time and it's anniversary is coming. I'll tell you the story of her birth on that date and also will tell you what will be my gift to her. So please wait till 24th August !!!!

My Little Princess

I DO love her.

A Test

Today I read a sms by a friend which was very interesting. It's kind of psychological test and results were much near to reality. Here you are:

Imagine that you've sited on a ferry. Weather is stormy and you are carrying 5 animals : A horse, a sheep, a cow, a tiger and a chicken . Ferry is getting heavy so you should through 4 animals away and just keep one of them. Which one do you prefer to keep and which ones do you through away? (The order of animals you are mentioning is important)





I preferred to keep horse and first throwing the cow,then the sheep, then tiger and chicken.


What's your choice?




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All these objects are some symbols in your life:
Ferry = Life
Storm = Problems of life
Cow = Wealth
Sheep = Family
Tiger = Pride
Chicken = children
Horse = Love


Do you believe in the results?

Commenting

I laughed again and again while looking at this picture of her, what do you think she is nagging about? nothing but asking her father to keep her in his arms. It's turning to Mehrdad's nightmare these always demands of Rozana for holding her by him !!!

Travel

We went to a nonprogrammed travel in last 4 days. Because my mother went to Mashad and I didn't have anyone else here in Tehran to take care of Rozana( How alone I am in rising her during work hours!!!!) so we decided to go to the beach.
This time Rozana didn't frightened when looking at the sea waves but she was tired of sitting in her carsit for more than 30 minutes.
Generally it was a good brief and we can continue our rest in next week(here in Iran we have 5 days holidays in front) so I can take good care of her.