Yesterday Mehrdad was sick and didn't went to work, I was worried for him so I stayed at home too. In the morning he went to the hospital for some checks and I read book, cleaned house and cooked lunch.At noon he came and we ate fresh food which was totally warm with each other and then read newspaper and rested.
This feeling of having a very normal life was so good experience. In usual days we are both at work and in the holidays most of times at my parents home ,so rarely I cook lunch for him and then eat it with each other. Maybe if we were living in a smaller town then it was possible to be with each other more but in this damn city...!!!
Anyway it was a calm bringing experience.
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Sunday, February 25, 2007
Spring Foot Prints
Every year ,the last days are the most busy ones. You can see this environment all over the city, people are trying to finish all uncompleted tasks to start the new year freshly. This causes a kind of traffic not only in the streets but also in the shops, barbers, offices and banks ... even those workers who beg you all the year long to come to your house for cleaning haven't any free time for serving you!!!
It's not chaos but a kind of double working for having 2 weeks holidays. Up to this point there isn't any bad feature of these jobs but if causes you to not considering the spring signs then ,I think, you are loosing one of the best experiments of your year because of ...
I really get energy by looking at red fishes in those big tanks, yesterday I saw them again and I feel that how fast spring is coming!!!
It's not chaos but a kind of double working for having 2 weeks holidays. Up to this point there isn't any bad feature of these jobs but if causes you to not considering the spring signs then ,I think, you are loosing one of the best experiments of your year because of ...
I really get energy by looking at red fishes in those big tanks, yesterday I saw them again and I feel that how fast spring is coming!!!
Saturday, February 24, 2007
ٌWorking in New Year Holidays
Today in my work place we were discussing about people's turn to be available during New Year Holidays. The whole story was a complete disorganization.Of Couse this year I'll be at home during those days so I can come to work but that unfair rule which forces us to obey these regulations is intolerable.
Poor those men who should stay even at nights ,at least this rule is true for the women during day time.
...All these conflicts wants to say one thing:"Nouruz is coming,Hurry Up!"
Poor those men who should stay even at nights ,at least this rule is true for the women during day time.
...All these conflicts wants to say one thing:"Nouruz is coming,Hurry Up!"
Thursday, February 22, 2007
Week-13
Hi honey.
Again it's Thursday and I'm here talking with you. You know I don't have any computer at home, I should come to work or go to mommy's house to connect to internet. Today morning when I waked up ,I didn't feel coming work but only the enthusiasm of talking with you made me wearing cloths and sitting here and typing.
Two days ago , I went to buy some new cloths with your mommy. There were lots of new styles which I really die for wearing but of course I can't. At last we chose a very simple one which is loose and suitable for next 7 months. But you know what happened today? Today is the start of my second trimester, it means that we have passed one third of it and only two third are left.
Your improvements are so quickly. In last week ,all your 20 teeth are shaped but they will be visible when you are 6 months and also you are now about 30 grams ,you are becoming agile and agile and we are becoming eager and eager for hugging you.
Your father is as before...but we have a tiny difference. He says only 6 months are left and I say only 3 months are passed. So you judge which one is correct?!!!
And some thing else ,some how funny, you uncles and Mehrdad prays for having a boy and Atti joon & I and mommy praying for a girl. Of course we all want to have a healthy you but in our dreams we have the right to choose one of them. The answer of this question is a mystery which will be open next month and up to that time you are the only one who knows the answer so be proud of yourself :D
I know it's a repetition to advise you about staying calm and eat a lot so I don't say them this time. Be good. Kissssssssssss. byeeeeee
Again it's Thursday and I'm here talking with you. You know I don't have any computer at home, I should come to work or go to mommy's house to connect to internet. Today morning when I waked up ,I didn't feel coming work but only the enthusiasm of talking with you made me wearing cloths and sitting here and typing.
Two days ago , I went to buy some new cloths with your mommy. There were lots of new styles which I really die for wearing but of course I can't. At last we chose a very simple one which is loose and suitable for next 7 months. But you know what happened today? Today is the start of my second trimester, it means that we have passed one third of it and only two third are left.
Your improvements are so quickly. In last week ,all your 20 teeth are shaped but they will be visible when you are 6 months and also you are now about 30 grams ,you are becoming agile and agile and we are becoming eager and eager for hugging you.
Your father is as before...but we have a tiny difference. He says only 6 months are left and I say only 3 months are passed. So you judge which one is correct?!!!
And some thing else ,some how funny, you uncles and Mehrdad prays for having a boy and Atti joon & I and mommy praying for a girl. Of course we all want to have a healthy you but in our dreams we have the right to choose one of them. The answer of this question is a mystery which will be open next month and up to that time you are the only one who knows the answer so be proud of yourself :D
I know it's a repetition to advise you about staying calm and eat a lot so I don't say them this time. Be good. Kissssssssssss. byeeeeee
Photoblog-34
Before changing our work start time, Mehrdad & I eat breakfast everyday with each other. I really love those mornings which we spend our daylight time together. But now again I should go too soon to work so there isn't any time for preparing breakfast. I think that experience is going to change to a dream.
The last breakfast which was made by him!!!
Monday, February 19, 2007
Paradox
Today I had two different feelings:
In one hand I had the nice scenery of snow that is always a feeling of eternity, prosperity and happiness. When we stand in the middle of the environment which is falling snow, I don’t see anything but only the feeling of being alone and get some times to think about myself in my silent deep inside. I don’t know if you get what I want to say or not but if you see these deep snows in Darabad then you will feel me better. Silence…White color… Talking with yourself… Happiness inside… Omitting all the other’s matters….
And in the other hand my dealings with these people who are ready to do any shameful job for earning more money. At work place, even friends, forget each other in financial moments. In the family lots of relations are based on the financial matters, even you can see brothers and sisters who forget their ties out of money… money, beneficiary… car… house… jewelries…
But when is the time for yourself, for enjoying of life, for making a friend happy, for helping a sick, For checking your soul… and at last for improving?!!! I think we are sinking in this deep but confusing sea of intentional collection of the adjectives, it’s intentional so we can choose or way and not let be a symbol of them.
In one hand I had the nice scenery of snow that is always a feeling of eternity, prosperity and happiness. When we stand in the middle of the environment which is falling snow, I don’t see anything but only the feeling of being alone and get some times to think about myself in my silent deep inside. I don’t know if you get what I want to say or not but if you see these deep snows in Darabad then you will feel me better. Silence…White color… Talking with yourself… Happiness inside… Omitting all the other’s matters….
And in the other hand my dealings with these people who are ready to do any shameful job for earning more money. At work place, even friends, forget each other in financial moments. In the family lots of relations are based on the financial matters, even you can see brothers and sisters who forget their ties out of money… money, beneficiary… car… house… jewelries…
But when is the time for yourself, for enjoying of life, for making a friend happy, for helping a sick, For checking your soul… and at last for improving?!!! I think we are sinking in this deep but confusing sea of intentional collection of the adjectives, it’s intentional so we can choose or way and not let be a symbol of them.
Snow
What a nice snow is falling in Tehran today!!! The white face of the city is one of those scenes which you can catch once or twice a year. It gives me kind of vast feelings, I think how big and gorgeous is the environment around us where we usually forget to see.
Maybe it's the last snow of this year and the next year I'll be watching it with my little angel. Thank you God for giving me this much hope & prosperity to live.
Maybe it's the last snow of this year and the next year I'll be watching it with my little angel. Thank you God for giving me this much hope & prosperity to live.
Sunday, February 18, 2007
Good Old Days
Last night I dreamed about the summers in Mashhad, I don't know the reason but I think I've missed those nice days a lot...
When we were children it was hard for my mom to keep us polite and quiet at home. There were a garden near Mashhad where we migrate there at the start of summer holidays and at least stay there for 1 month.My father had planted those fruit trees which he wished and had built the house as he liked. So we had a pool full of fresh water by a near spring in front of us every mornings. There were electricity there but we don't have any modern equipment such as TV or radio or even telephone. Each morning when were asleep my father went to work and we were alone with an old gardener who played the role of our guard at those times.
Yaser and I wake up by the voice of roosters and then after washing our face in that magic water and gulping some breakfasts go into the garden and play with animals and plants until we feel hungry and understand it's time for lunch. In the afternoon we go swimming and then again playings and eatings until night when my father came and that nice day finished.
Now,when I look back at those days, that situation we had was an ordinary one which was a part of life, but now when I'm living in this polluted Tehran and Yaser and his wife are so much far it just seems a dream to repeat those days.
I've missed those calm, long, bright, dirty, tiredig, energized, joyful, healthy, warm days of summers so badly.
When we were children it was hard for my mom to keep us polite and quiet at home. There were a garden near Mashhad where we migrate there at the start of summer holidays and at least stay there for 1 month.My father had planted those fruit trees which he wished and had built the house as he liked. So we had a pool full of fresh water by a near spring in front of us every mornings. There were electricity there but we don't have any modern equipment such as TV or radio or even telephone. Each morning when were asleep my father went to work and we were alone with an old gardener who played the role of our guard at those times.
Yaser and I wake up by the voice of roosters and then after washing our face in that magic water and gulping some breakfasts go into the garden and play with animals and plants until we feel hungry and understand it's time for lunch. In the afternoon we go swimming and then again playings and eatings until night when my father came and that nice day finished.
Now,when I look back at those days, that situation we had was an ordinary one which was a part of life, but now when I'm living in this polluted Tehran and Yaser and his wife are so much far it just seems a dream to repeat those days.
I've missed those calm, long, bright, dirty, tiredig, energized, joyful, healthy, warm days of summers so badly.
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Week-12
Hi dear,hi sweet,hi honey and hi all these nice words which a mom can call her daughter with that.How are you? Is everything OK there? Try talking me ,then I'll be able to find your requests, I'm eagerly waiting for your first signals, so put some more efforts.
We are all well, life is going on with the hope of your being in the future, Your uncles ,mommy and daddy,Attieh joon and lots of friends are here helping me for become more ready that day. I ,myself think I've changed lot because of you. Before your being the problems at work or home or streets bothered me but now although all those problems still exists there but the way of my looking at them has changed. Now I can put up with them easier. They try to affect me but be sure that I won't let those dirty thoughts run into my mind and disturb your tranquility.
Your father came back last week. He has bought you lots of souvenirs, the best part was a series of animal dolls who are used in Theater plays and his face during excersizing with them is so funny. He is trying to be prepared for the day he is presenting his play for you.
I envy you ,because those cloths which he bought me are suitable for next year when I get back to my old size.
If I say I feel you physically now it's not true,but if I say I'm feeling you all by my heart it's much more better. Kissssss
We are all well, life is going on with the hope of your being in the future, Your uncles ,mommy and daddy,Attieh joon and lots of friends are here helping me for become more ready that day. I ,myself think I've changed lot because of you. Before your being the problems at work or home or streets bothered me but now although all those problems still exists there but the way of my looking at them has changed. Now I can put up with them easier. They try to affect me but be sure that I won't let those dirty thoughts run into my mind and disturb your tranquility.
Your father came back last week. He has bought you lots of souvenirs, the best part was a series of animal dolls who are used in Theater plays and his face during excersizing with them is so funny. He is trying to be prepared for the day he is presenting his play for you.
I envy you ,because those cloths which he bought me are suitable for next year when I get back to my old size.
If I say I feel you physically now it's not true,but if I say I'm feeling you all by my heart it's much more better. Kissssss
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Again Valentine
Tomorrow in the calendar of foreigners( not Iranians) is called Valentine. Last year in this day I talked about the history of calling this day, but now I just want to talk about my experiences while walking in Tajrish or Vanak Squares in Tehran.
The variety of gifts,chocolates and their boxes are really amazing. You can found any kind of chocolate which once a while could be able to taste them when a friend gives you a souvenir from abroad. Now, no matter you are in Iran or any European country they are all at hand but more expensive. The interesting part is the feeling of the youth who try to be a member of this big foreign imported festival by buying some of these gifts and giving them to a so-called love. In the previous years I did it so but now I feel some how foolish in doing it. It doesn't have any root in my culture and is just somehow pretending to be modern.
I don't know about the future, but this year I feel it's not our custom just a way to forget that we have our own nice traditions.
The variety of gifts,chocolates and their boxes are really amazing. You can found any kind of chocolate which once a while could be able to taste them when a friend gives you a souvenir from abroad. Now, no matter you are in Iran or any European country they are all at hand but more expensive. The interesting part is the feeling of the youth who try to be a member of this big foreign imported festival by buying some of these gifts and giving them to a so-called love. In the previous years I did it so but now I feel some how foolish in doing it. It doesn't have any root in my culture and is just somehow pretending to be modern.
I don't know about the future, but this year I feel it's not our custom just a way to forget that we have our own nice traditions.
Mehrdad's Receipts Discarded
Last night I had a really bad experience by making Mehrdad angry about the house cleanings . I feel that he was almost ready to blow but just stayed silent ...
When he came back from his trip , I went to clean the remains of his travel. I found lots of small pieces of paper who were reminder of something so I discarded all of them, but last night when he said by giving those expenses receipts to his work place he'd give 300 Euros ,I found their values.
You see, he some how deserves to be very angry , but I didn't know their values and he should take more care !!!( he said when you clean even my hand bag then how can I save them in a secure place? :D )
When he came back from his trip , I went to clean the remains of his travel. I found lots of small pieces of paper who were reminder of something so I discarded all of them, but last night when he said by giving those expenses receipts to his work place he'd give 300 Euros ,I found their values.
You see, he some how deserves to be very angry , but I didn't know their values and he should take more care !!!( he said when you clean even my hand bag then how can I save them in a secure place? :D )
Monday, February 12, 2007
No Title
The start working hours of the banks of Iran changed from today morning, it means that we are coming to work like before and all these time testings haven't got any result. Although it's a little bit hard to wake up 1 hour sooner than before but going home earlier costs this problem.I myself prefer this time.
Yesterday my parents were our guests. While all the days I'm at their home ,this kind of party was a little bit funny, we saw each other the day before yesterday ,then yesterday they were with us and now tomorrow we are going to them again. But I'm really happy that I have these kind parents who are always waiting for me and my troubles and I can count on them any time I need. I know every parents are the same but now when I'm a mother expecting then I understand the hard part of this responsibility.
Yesterday my parents were our guests. While all the days I'm at their home ,this kind of party was a little bit funny, we saw each other the day before yesterday ,then yesterday they were with us and now tomorrow we are going to them again. But I'm really happy that I have these kind parents who are always waiting for me and my troubles and I can count on them any time I need. I know every parents are the same but now when I'm a mother expecting then I understand the hard part of this responsibility.
Saturday, February 10, 2007
Satisfying
Some days ago a friend told me a story which I don't remember his source now but I just want to share it with you:
Once in a class ,the pupils asked their professor about the ways of being successful in life.His answer was so cute, he said he don't know about the success formula in life but he completely knows about failure one. If you want to be a loser then try to satisfy all people around.
It's clear that if your aim is only satisfying people then you will astray from the main goal and at last will be a loser. So, in this case being some how frank shows your wisdom not rudeness!!!
Do you agree with him?
Once in a class ,the pupils asked their professor about the ways of being successful in life.His answer was so cute, he said he don't know about the success formula in life but he completely knows about failure one. If you want to be a loser then try to satisfy all people around.
It's clear that if your aim is only satisfying people then you will astray from the main goal and at last will be a loser. So, in this case being some how frank shows your wisdom not rudeness!!!
Do you agree with him?
Thursday, February 08, 2007
Week-11
Hi honey,how are you? I'm so good and really count the week days for Thursday and talking with you, it seems that I have one week talks to say.
How's going on there, I mean in my stomach ,is it warm or cool, noisy or calm, pushy or free and at last is there a good home for you in next 6 months or not?
When someone got pregnant all her friends advice her about good things to do and good food to it, and they say their reasons for their prescriptions. Eat apple to have a beautiful child... Eat milk to have a powerful child...Eat peach and banana to have a wise child and lots of more. But last week I heard something new, one of my friends said if you read Holy Quraan and blow it into an apple and then eat then your child certainly would be beautiful !!!! You know I tried to do so ,but the more I read ,the more I became sure that it's not working for me. Next week I'll try to just listen to the holy sound for my own tranquility but I can't make up myself about such subject.
Don't you ask about your father? He is not with us,actually he has turned to a SMS Father ,because all my communication is by that. But don't worry, he is coming back in 2 days and will bring you lots of toys and chocolate.
Something else I remembered... do you know how big you are now? You are about 2 inches and 7 grams ,but your looking is so funny because half of your body is your head and the other half your other organs, but it will be repaired in time :D
Sorry that I frightened you badly yesterday, you saw it wasn't all my colleague faults but when we hit each other you frightened a lot, I promise to be more careful.
I think gradually I'm making you tired with my sitting behind monitor and typing, so bye for now and keep resting. Kiss you.
How's going on there, I mean in my stomach ,is it warm or cool, noisy or calm, pushy or free and at last is there a good home for you in next 6 months or not?
When someone got pregnant all her friends advice her about good things to do and good food to it, and they say their reasons for their prescriptions. Eat apple to have a beautiful child... Eat milk to have a powerful child...Eat peach and banana to have a wise child and lots of more. But last week I heard something new, one of my friends said if you read Holy Quraan and blow it into an apple and then eat then your child certainly would be beautiful !!!! You know I tried to do so ,but the more I read ,the more I became sure that it's not working for me. Next week I'll try to just listen to the holy sound for my own tranquility but I can't make up myself about such subject.
Don't you ask about your father? He is not with us,actually he has turned to a SMS Father ,because all my communication is by that. But don't worry, he is coming back in 2 days and will bring you lots of toys and chocolate.
Something else I remembered... do you know how big you are now? You are about 2 inches and 7 grams ,but your looking is so funny because half of your body is your head and the other half your other organs, but it will be repaired in time :D
Sorry that I frightened you badly yesterday, you saw it wasn't all my colleague faults but when we hit each other you frightened a lot, I promise to be more careful.
I think gradually I'm making you tired with my sitting behind monitor and typing, so bye for now and keep resting. Kiss you.
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Another day begins...
One of my friends has fallen in their home stairs and his hand is broken. Yesterday we went to visit her. Her hand was in plasma and hanged over her neck. I don't know why when I see someone in trouble then remember I'm healthy and it's the best thing in the world. I hope she got better very soon.
Today morning Mehrdad went to a trip. He had a perfume which was the first one I smelt him with that. Unfortunately in the custom, the guards through it away. The moment I heard it I felt just that bottle of perfume was a part of my memories which is not available any more. Of course he will buy another one , but ...
Today morning Mehrdad went to a trip. He had a perfume which was the first one I smelt him with that. Unfortunately in the custom, the guards through it away. The moment I heard it I felt just that bottle of perfume was a part of my memories which is not available any more. Of course he will buy another one , but ...
Monday, February 05, 2007
Photoblog-33
Old Cabins of NamakAbrood in north of Iran. Now the new ones are more popular and located adjoining.
Sunday, February 04, 2007
Is It True?
Yesterday in the Iran news was announced that the Iranian scientists have found a remedy for AIDS.
As you all know ,AIDS is a syndrome which weakens body defense system in front of external attacks and cause the patient die from a very simple one. According to the statistics gathered all over the world up to now about 40 million people are communicated... and of course lots of research teams with so advanced laboratories are working on it's way out.
Now Iran announcement was somehow unbelievable for me. Especially they said that this drug wouldn't be sell in public drugstores and government will apply it only for those ones who their disease have been proven and are from Iran. These communicated regulations shows that foreign researchers can't examine it and only the future of Iranian patients will show it's success.
As you all know ,AIDS is a syndrome which weakens body defense system in front of external attacks and cause the patient die from a very simple one. According to the statistics gathered all over the world up to now about 40 million people are communicated... and of course lots of research teams with so advanced laboratories are working on it's way out.
Now Iran announcement was somehow unbelievable for me. Especially they said that this drug wouldn't be sell in public drugstores and government will apply it only for those ones who their disease have been proven and are from Iran. These communicated regulations shows that foreign researchers can't examine it and only the future of Iranian patients will show it's success.
Thursday, February 01, 2007
Week-10
Hi Honey,How are you? Now I'm sure that you are good :) Maybe you wonder how!!! Yesterday your father and I have our first look on your nice shape. Now I'm sure that you are just one(not a twin) and you are very naughty. You were only keep on moving and your heart was beating as fast as a wings of a butterfly. Your dad was so surprised and couldn't conceal the nice smile over his lips...I can't explain exactly what I mean but it was the prove that you exist there, up to know you were just a dream which now has turned to truth.
I like the manner of your gynecologist very much, she is so direct and honest. You know by nature I prefer frank people. At first look she weren't able to see you, she said there are two probabilities, maybe your heart is not beating or you are not there at all. Then she brought more exact measurement machines, during those moments I was only thinking about you ,but then your heart beat appeared and our joyful moments starts...
Now I have the first picture of you. A black & white one which shows your height and age and reminds me that you are so weak now that I shouldn't forget you even a minute.
What a nice experience is having two hearts beating inside of you !!! Thank you God for all your kindness.
I like the manner of your gynecologist very much, she is so direct and honest. You know by nature I prefer frank people. At first look she weren't able to see you, she said there are two probabilities, maybe your heart is not beating or you are not there at all. Then she brought more exact measurement machines, during those moments I was only thinking about you ,but then your heart beat appeared and our joyful moments starts...
Now I have the first picture of you. A black & white one which shows your height and age and reminds me that you are so weak now that I shouldn't forget you even a minute.
What a nice experience is having two hearts beating inside of you !!! Thank you God for all your kindness.
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