Giving Bad News

Today again I was forced to give a bad news to someone who is precious for me. In these situations people who have been given these news show different reactions which is natural I think, even if they close their eyes and say anything just run into their mind at that certain moment.
I know all will pass and everything will be OK in near future but the feeling was not good at all.

Cute

Last night Mehrdad & Rosana went in room for making Rosana asleep but you know what was the result? Not hard to guess, Rosana made Mehrdad asleep and she was awake and laughing when I stepped in for checking the result!!!

Differences

Tehran is rainy, after days of air pollution and cold winds now at the middle of winter clouds remember to just rain, no hope for snow, no hope for GREEN future.
I'm drinking a cup of hot-chocolate. In this cold weather should be calming but now it's not.
Maybe I'm thinking about a friend who is leaving us in 2 days , maybe I'm thinking about my brother who left us today or maybe I'm thinking about Attie who wasn't here.
Anyhow, weather is now clean and rain has stopped but my feelings want to still be rainy, of course my heart is full of dark clouds who die to rain.

Rumours

Nowadays there is a rumour splashed everywhere in Iran that says Banking system is unable to give people credits if demanded out of the probability of being bankruptcy.
No matter if this news is correct or not, but hearing it causes lots of retail customers to demand their monies from banks and so a flood of money in hand of people which will cause inflation, unsafe and high risk deals.
The power of a rumor can be more effective than a nuclear bomb for the economy of a country. Lets see what will happen in the future.

Odd & Even

We people who are living in Tehran should use our cars in the central part of the city based on car number which is odd or even in different days of the week. Of course I don't obey this rule because I think it's completely injustice and unfair. I know lots of places which is available to ran (if you wish can share with you.)

But my question is that is it true or not. I mean there is a rule which I think is not fair but it's rule,so should I obey it in every cases and show my objections with other means? I know in a world without rules civilizations can't be made but I really can't bare this one.
What do you think?

Dream Interpretation

Last night I dreamt about one of my close friends who is 4 month pregnant for her second child who was a girl. I was really happy and feeling I'm her aunt in my dream. Even I was thinking about her child born time and my wishes for visiting her, gifts,...
What's my dream interpretation? Is she going to be a mom?...

It was a good dream and I had a sweet sleep last night.

Are you same as me? Happy for the children of your beloved and indifferent for others? Or happy for all ?Or maybe indifferent for all !!!

Again Earthquake

Again another earthquale happened in somewhere of this planet we are living and in a blink of an eye almost 100000 people died under the debris.... It's really sad. I don't wish to be in their shoes and not indifferent of these types of news....     You see, no matter where are we living, the probability of death is near us . So what's the difference if we are in Australia or Iran or ... maybe just being with our beloved ones is the aim. Then try to reach this aim.

News

It's very bad that even for weather forecasting I believe in BBCPersian site instead of our national resources.
What has happened in recent months that most of Iranians can't trust on news by governmental resources?!!! Where are we going?

Loving Animals, Loving Children...

17th Of Day (7th of January)

About 50 years ago(more or less), Reza khan, Shah of Iran, pronounced that wearing Hejab is forbidden from that date. He was a follower of Ataturk who was making great changes in traditional Turkish people and ... the story is too long and we all have heard it times and again.

Now I'm living in a country with Islamic governors who made wearing Hejab mandatory for all women. It means that if you don't wear it or if you are not Muslim and shouldn't wear it in you religion, will be punished and don't have any social right because of this rull. It means that we women like weak slaves don't have any selection . Our leaders have thought instead of us and don't see any necessity for hearing us.

I'm wearing Hejab in my own way. It was a path of changes for me. I'm not the same Somi who leaved Mashad years ago. Now I can think about the reasons of what we do and unfortunately these thinkings are changing my ideas. At least I'm sure that I won't force Rosana in the way of her wearings, she should think and choose, she must decide ....

No matter what is my idea about Hejab I'm certainly sure that wearing Hejab mandatory is as bad as unwearing it by force. We are living same as Rezakhan's era but after 50 years which could be a great treasury of improvements.

They made us coming back with our religious believes.

???

There are lots of times I'm thinking about having another child. I'm sure I'll have it but "when is the best time?" is my question.
Some people want only one but I think it's not fair for both me and that child in the future.
I lived in not a crowded family. We are only 3children( me and 2 younger brothers). I appreciate my parents for not giving me 3~4 more sisters and brothers. It was their wisdom of thinking about our future. But now I believe having 2 children is necessary.

Anyhow, Rosana is 30 months old and very spoiled by Mehrdad and I . She becomes ill whenever her father goes to trip or even while we hug another child. Of course going to kindergarten was very good in reducing this manner but still I think having another child will make her suffered. Maybe next year is suitable, maybe...

Hope

Exactly at the moments you think there is no way left another door will be opened. It's a rule in the world I think.

Anyway, we moved to our new office which is ofcourse better than the old one but my room is not ready yet !!!

Guests Are cleaned

Some people like having guests ,some not. Some people clean their houses before coming of the guests some not(maybe their houses are clean). Some people thanks God of having guests so they'd cleaned the house some not... and some people just like being a guest not having one.

Anyhow, yesterday we were supposed to have an important guest , he didn't come and I felt happy of looking everywhere cleaned for the sake of him.