Good People , Bad People

From first years of our childhood we've heard about heaven and hell and God's revenge in the cases of doing sins. We grown up with these ideas and thought if didn't say our prayers on time God will be angry !!!

All these years passed.

Last night, with my parents and my uncle, we were talking about a relative who died about 8 years ago and he was very very veryyyyy bad. He had 7 children who are not successful at all and his own jobs and manners were full of sins. He was used to bit his wife and children and ...
I was even angry of remembering his memories and blame my uncle why he still persist of saying "Peace be upon him" while saying his name. I said he is in deep of hell and is same as great dictators of history. My uncle didn't reply but continue his way of calling.
He made me thinking. Even if that man was a very bad one ,am I qualified enough to judge about him? He should answer to God so who am I in this equation? But he was a monster... He is dead and can't make any of his jobs true, he is abided to nothing,...He was brutal ...

God is the most generous power of the world, he will forgive us, I believe it, so "Peace be upon him."

Nowruz-89

Green Start, Green Year

What's the meaning of publishing your first post of the new year from your work place during holidays? I'm at work and just rounding into the Internet.

Start of the new year was very good. Rozana was happy of spoofing candle s of 7-sin and Mehrdad and I were happy too. The night before some of my best friends were in our house and being with them was fantastic. Thank you dear KhaleSanaz, Fattaneh and SH.A of being so kind to me.
Rozana worn her new cloths and was running out of happiness of having them :D I should show you some photos tomorrow. Really I believe that Eid belongs to children.
Then visiting our parents and getting our gifts was good. It's very precious having someone who gives you gift in Nowruz.
I'll write more in the next post.

Bye 1388

We are in last days of 1388. Most of companies are almost in holidays but we are still at work and doing tasks related to the end of year bank procedures.
1388 was the year that I became 30 years old. It was the year of Iran presidential election and lots of demonstrations. It was the year of having Dorsa in the family and loosing my friend child. It was the year of meeting Attie joon and my brothers in Malaysia. It was the year of Rozana's first talking. It was the year of finding new friends ...
I can count lots of specifications for 1388 but I think the most important one is presidential election. It was printed in all Iran's history ,it was sad.

People's preparations for Nouruz is impressive. Everybody is doing some cleaning.
Our program for traveling is not fixed yet but I will be happy even we stay in Tehran. I really love Tehran during spring holidays, not crowded and very clean, you are able to take some deep breath.

By the way, I wish you all my kind readers a very successful year in front, beside your beloved ones and with calmness health and wealth.

Happy new year.

Best Gift

Last days were full of Birthday Congratulations. I was surprised of this much generosity you all have. Really I was shocked of Mehrdad's gift and my friends calls in the morning. Those ones who are not in Iran were very honorable and made me shied.

I wrote all these lines but should write something else too. I got one of my best gifts of my life today morning. Sorry Mehrdad but I should confess that it's more precious even than yours.
Today morning we went to a kind woman's house for giving her some candies(prepared by my mom for the Nouruz Festival). She was happy and asked me to come inside. I told I should go to work and don't have enough time. She thought for a moment and ran into the room of her flowers( She is very good in taking care of different kinds of flowers) and came back with a bottle full of water and a Naz flower inside. Do you know what's this kind of flower? It makes flowers only once a year and just before Norus. People who take care of them know how hard it is and so the name is suitable. Naz means something which is hard to become satisfied.
She gave me the only Naz flower she had. She gave me the most precious thing she had. She gave me a bunch of kindness and of course tears of the generosity.

Now I'm behind my desk and looking at the bottle and flower times and again.I'm very happy of having her beside. Thank you ...

Gabriel José García Márquez

Today I read a nice sentence by Gabriel José García Márquez . I've some books of him and advice you to have a look to. Here it is:
Nobody will remember you if you keep your thoghts secret. Force yourself to express them.

Works

Now I've sitted behind my desk and waiting for the core banking software to start again. For some technical reasons it's been stopped for some minutes so most of my tasks are paused.
In front of the room I've sitted is a park(not very big one). I look at people passing by there. They are interesting, because are that much free to walk in a park while we are in rush hours of the day.
Now a boy with a pink shirt is there, he was there from morning and studying. He is tired I think because is doing some sport actions ... now he is studying again. Why a man should come to this place for studying? with lots of noises and pollutions?...

P.S. Last night we went to visit that friend who was in jail for almost 9 months. His great soul lead him pass all taught moments proudly and now he is between us and able to talk about the experience honorably. I'm also proud of knowing him in the circle of friends. I'm also happy of his freedom.

Freedom

Today morning was a great start. I heard news of one of our friends freedom from jail. He is not an ordinary man so nobody believed that his 9 month prison-ship is due to any correction.
Anyway, I'm happy today.

New Calendar

What's you reaction when see New Year calendar for the first time?
Some people looks at holidays, some of them count those ones who are on Fridays, some others start writing their identifications on it and etc.
But I always look at Mehrdad, Rozana and some other friends Birthdays. It's important of course for me knowing which day of the week is going to be their birthday and if we can have a good party or not. Although some people never like to come in our happiness but it's always happening.
This year also I looked at Yaser, Attiejoon, Sanaz, my mom, MohammadReza, Dorsa, Yazdan, Farbod, Narges, SH.A, Fattaneh, Khale bib-bib, Hadi and Alireza's B-days.
Hope we all have a good year in front.

Women

Happy Women's Day.

Happy women's day for their kindness, wisdom, intelligence, hard workings, being a mother, supernatural powers, tears, fears, dreams and nightmares, love, judgements, kids, ....

Today is 8Th of March.

A Different Reader

Most of my weblog readers are those who know me or have found this place interesting for reading. It's natural otherwise nobody would waste time to come in a page who think hasn't anything to read.
But I have another reader who is not natural. SHE visits my blog even 4 or 5 times a day (Ofcourse as a network administrator I can monitor my blog readers and the place they are connected from), up to here it's not bad. The abnormal point is that SHE comes and writes comments with the name of my friends. Don't ask how she know the name of them because she has closer relations than what you think. These comments by the name of my friends are full of offensive words which are not ofcourse their and she hasn't been honest enough saying them to myself.
I published most of the comments with some limitations. I though maybe SHE would select a better manner so let her continue but as a friend says some people will never judge themselves.
SHE will come again after a short delay and maybe continue to this amature and chip strategy.

Preporations

Last days were full of house cleaning jobs, friends visiting and being with Rozana and Mehrdad. We made lots of funny experiences during these jobs, even now when I remember them I can't stop laughing.

In my workplace we should be at work in Nouruz holidays, of course I won't come but those people who are working with me should. I wrote a turn letter for them and divided 15 days into two weeks and asked them to come in one of the weeks but they are not agree and think I hadn't been fair. Really this job has occupied my mind. Although I said you should do as I wrote but I'm still thinking if it was correct or not. Sometimes making everyone satisfied is not possible.

Collectionair

I know someone who wasn't important at all till 2 days ago but now I look at him admiringly.
He is not rich, not very handsome, an ordinary teller in the bank with very very usual life. He has 2 children and a wife who is nurse.
He is always happy and making fun of everything. Because we work in different parts I didn't pay any attention till 2 days ago...

... We were at work in the afternoon and working on a project related to the End Of Year procedure of the bank. Everyone busy and also tired and needed something to just relax, we started talking and he said he is a collectioner of old magazines of Iran !!! Age of some copies are more than 150 years. He had even some printed copies of those ones who announced the start of World War 1 or those who praised birth event of last Shah's son.
I asked how did he protect these papers for these years and the answer was interesting : He paid all his money for them during these years. Even completing this collection cost him a lot ,same as buying a house somewhere in Tehran.
He said if my son doesn't understand the value of this collection I wont give him as my inheritance.

He is looking for an institute who is qualified enough to take care of the treasure but with recent events of Iran can't rely on new managers of National Library or other known places.
He was sighing... if he doesn't find any emergency center those precious papers will be decomposed in near future and whole Iran will lost a part of the history.

Nothing

It's very hard to pretend you don't understand lots of things while you do.
Soemtimes these pretentions make you believe the lie but most of the times not.