Week-18

Hi Baby. How are you? How is this nice spring going on? I think you are in lack of milk these days, everywhere we go ,offer me only nuts but not any milk :)) so it's obvious that why you are using my calcium instead of milk:D
We are all good, your mommy came back from Mashad to be nearer to you, now after almost 10 days I found that they were going to have a sever accident in the road and to not bothering you didn't say anything to me. In next month I'll start buying your cloths so it's better for yourself to show me your exact sex otherwise you may wear wrong cloths :D
Your improvements are visible now, I can feel it crystal, specially when I want to sleep and should change my position in favor of you. You are 20cm and 200gr and this week your finger prints are forming. Your movements are getting better and you can find your mouth by your foot toes easier than before :D
...And your father.Don't worry, he is very careful about you. This week which I should go to work and he was in Nouruz vacations ,everyday he fetch me to work. I want to confess that it was a really sweet dream for me being with him at those times and his efforts to drive in legitimate speed for not fearing me is so funny, generally his driving is getting better ;)
We should think about your name by these times. I've asked your uncles and Atijoon to say their suggestions. Let see what your name will be.
I promise to eat more milk and you must promise to get all of it. Improve as much as you can and remember outside your cosy home there are lots of people waiting for you. Kissssss honey .Bye

Help

I'm trying to add some music in my weblog but surprisingly I can't find any instrument in Blogspot. Any help would be most appreciated.

Nice Working Days

We are in so-called working days but in very funny mood, we come later and go very sooner . Nice spring weather beside this laziness is so sweet :D

Today I heard that one of my friends has started her new year with his son in the hospital. It was somehow a bad start for them but I hope deeply that the rest be better than before. Dear Fattaneh, I'll pray for AmirAli's health, hope he become as naughty and agile as before.

...And something else, one of the costumes of Iranian in the first days of the year is visiting older relatives and greeting a joyful year for them. This year because we were in Tehran ,somehow I did it more than before and it's getting bothering now. When moderation is not based in a job ,then that nice costume will changed to a torturing one !!!

Pig Year

Today after almost 6 days holidays I came to work. I should confess that beside all the happiness of the New Year ,being far from internet is always a disaster for me. Now again I'm in the office and working with a broadband connection :D
I searched about the characters of this year, result was very interesting .Do you believe in Zodiac signs or Chinese year symbols? Weather your answer is "yes" or "no" but it's a fact that our old ancestors and people of all the world believe in these signs. Of course everyone has ability to make his behavior but it's intensity will be affected by them. Anyhow, Pig is the best year of those twelve ones (mouse, bull, tiger, cat, dragon, snake, horse, goat, monkey, rooster, dog and pig). The worse ones are goat, monkey, rooster and dog which people are waiting for only bad news but in the Pig everybody hears about calmness and joyful events. People will be in good wealth condition and justice will be spread all over the world, betrayals will be reduces and moderation will be everywhere, those kids who are born in the spring and summer of this year will live in suitable condition and the only bad point of them could be their gullibleness.
This was the start of it and hope to be continued in the same good level.

Week-17

Hi Baby. How are you?
t last we entered the year of your birth, it's 1386 in solar calendar and pig in chinease one. Hadi has been born in the same year ,so I can guess how good points you will have in the future.
Last week I went for another ultrasonic test. Everybody were waiting to find what's your sex. Their enthusiasm made me some how waiting for the day. It was very fantastic, the moment you feel we are looking at you ,your reactions changed. You kept on moving and playing but you tried to hide your sex and I was only laughing at you. It seemed that you are some how shy or like playing, any how after 30 minutes of serveys the result was 70% "Boy" . See ,not sure and not important but only funny for me looking at you playing ther.
This year we bought 3 red fishes for our Haftsin. One is for you but I won't keep it to show you, after the holidays finishes I'll let it free.
You father and I wish you a very happy year full of prosperity and new adventures( you are coming to our world) so just rest.

29 Esfand

Tomorrow in our calendar is off, most of the people like it because it's located exactly before Noruz holidays and they can manage all their undone jobs, I'm sure the number of those who thought about the reason is less than maybe 10% of all the society , I'm one of those 90% but this year I read a book called "All The Shah's Men", now I can understand the value of Nationalization oil attempts done by Mossadegh.

We have a really shameful history during Ghajar, those weak kings who were unable to rule the country just took loans from Russia and Britain to go to travels and have fun. In one of those attempts ,Nasiraddin Shah and after him Mozaffareddin Shah accepted to give the benefits of finding and refinery and also transportation of the oil beneath Iran soil to the Britain. In this unfair contract all the benefits would be shared between two countries in the portion of 49-51 to the advances of Britain. First no one imagined that this much oil can be found in Iran but after the first symptoms, lots of British engineers came to Abadan and started working, living and also ruling that precious territory. The conditions of Iranian labors were so bad, they should work 12 hours a day in that hot weather without any certain and minimum requirements of living and shouldn't comment about it. Before Mossadegh attempts for nationalization of oil industry the annual payment of Iran according to the Britain statistics were one-tenth of the reality.
The more I think, the less I find the reason that how a king can let himself to sell national resources and then doing nothing in compensation.
Any how ,in 29 Esfand after lots of efforts and demonstration in favor of Mossadegh movement,the rule was ratified first in Majles and then in Senat.
Again to understand the value and darness of this rule consider to the date of contract, if it wasn't objected by people then we should let Britain benefit our oil till 1996.
Then surely our history wasn't this one,...

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Before Eid

Today is somehow the last working day of the old year. In my workplace no body is in the working mood, everyone are making their last attempts to finish their own uncompleted tasks, even schools are closed so teachers have more time for being @ home.

My parents went Mashad yesterday, I really wanted to go but they said it's not probably healthy for you so for the first time in my marriage I'm staying Tehran ,alone with Mehrdad and his family, it's going to be a new experience.

Week-16

Hi honey,how are you? Now we are in week 16 and more than 40 % is already passed. I always fear of this fast time passings ,it gives me kind of non-existence feeling!
Any how, tomorrow I'll go for another ultrasonic test to find your sex secret, before now I always said everyone that I want a girl but now when I look more deeply I really found that I want a healthy child who is well trained and polite enough to be my honor and pride forever. So that health check is more important than sex check.
Yesterday was my birthday, lots of friends made me happy by remembering me or giving their gifts. Even some of them who we weren't in contact for more than 9 months called, this feeling of being remembered by those ones who you know are real and tangible friends are so satisfying, maybe when you reach same age as me(28) you understand me better.
Everyone in the city are making themselves ready for New Year,next time I talk you we have entered it,I mean we have entered in the year of your birth ;)
Last night I felt some new thing in myself , I'm not sure weather it was you or just a dream but still I'm waiting for your signals. Keep on resting and enjoy your moments in that dark ,cosy home. Kiss you, bye.

300

These days in most of the websites which has some Iranian readers you can see controversial discussions about the new film of Hollywood called 300. I myself have seen just some advertisements about it which obviously is showing us like animals without any civilization who were only after their cruelties. Of course it was offensive ,they are exactly targeting to the last remains of our dignity which is our rich history and culture.
It's our duty to write comments ,collect signatures and shout this rich history but beside all these attempts first we should think more about the conditions which let that director for doing so. Obviously the unlogical says of the president and general view he is making from us in the world eyes is one of the main causes of this offend. What do you think?

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As you know I have a rule in my weblog for uploading images .Up to now all the pictures published have been taken with my own camera except this one which is a copy of Sapinude Weblog that I couldn't resist in sharing with you.

Just take another look!!! This is the cost of love.

بوی عیدی بوی پول بوی کاغذ رنگی ...

Yesterday I didn't feel going to work and I did so. It was a timely experience of resting and relaxation, this little angel is making me lazier and lazier each day but some how I like this feeling :D

One of the good customs of pre-Noruz is people tryings to clean their houses and buy new cloths for their family especially their children. This is a habit which will make that day kind of very special day in their little memories. I think parents make their best to afford the most enjoyable moments for them ,beside that they can feel they have enjoyed it, but this joyful moments never is comparable with the moments of children wearing new cloths and counting their gifts.

Stopped Again

I have a bad habit that is most of the times an obstacle for my improvements. When I start a new project vigorously, at the middle I lose my energy and sometimes give it up. It doesn’t mean that I don’t have enough enthusiasm or I’m not trained enough for finishing a task. I think it’s just something inside me causes this.
Do you know any way to keep my persistence in a job I’ve started? Working suggestions will be most appreciated. Thanks.

8th March

Of course today is Thursday but it's also 8th of March, which is called in the international calendars as "Women's Day". Usually around the world women celebrate it as an opprtunity for telling their demands for more freedom in their society but now in Iran everything should be different. 2 days ago most of women activists were arrested and even now after their freedom they're not allowed to say anything about it.
Iran's internal situation is getting harder and harder. Some weeks ago a great deal of teachers gathered in front of national Majles for more benefits and social securities but now in the news it's written that their leaders are arrested to an unknown place.
I don't know these movements are how strong enough to be lasted but at least it shows that general dissatisfaction is increasing and it shows the possibility of changes in future. Optimistically it will happen but what if the costs be too much?!!!

Week-15

Hi honey, (I'm dying for the day that I say hi honey,jump in my arms)
How are you? I think you are very good because some days ago when I heard your heartbeat which was beating as fast as possible ,then I became sure that you are good there.Your father was out of the room. The moment I asked doctor to call him that sound vanished. It was so funny, it means that you will be a good partner for playing Hide & Seek with him.
Anyway, this week you are about 70 grams and has started sucking your little tomb.It's so fantastic that you kids keep this habit from your mother's stomach until you become even 1 year old. Another improvement is your hair which is appearing in your little head. In this case I don't have any imagination that you are a black headed or a bold :D (Of course it depends on your resemblance to your father or me).
Your uncle and Atijoon are coming to Iran for your birth. Mommy is planning for
Jacksaran to be here too. The hope of visiting them with you is so adventurous. I love this feeling of waiting ,for you and them both.
We have passed 37.5% of this period of your hiding. You see,more than one third is done ,the rest will be done too. Waiting for you,Kissssssssssssss.

Pre -Charshanbe Suri

Yesterday while I was walking home ,I saw a little kid hiding behind a tree and looking at me .Suddenly something flashes in my mind, it wasn't ordinary. Soon after I found the reason of his hiding. He had throne a cigarette to making me frightened. If I hadn't seen him I would be frightened to death but thanks God it doesn't work properly.

These are all the symptoms of reaching to the last Wednesday in solar calendar of Iran. This day which were supposed to be a memorial for Old Zoroastrians ,now has turned to a day of gigantic explosions which is , in my estimation, the sign of people demands for having more freedom and happiness. Of course it's our right to shout this demand loudly but how good it was if we were thinking about old or mother-expecting ones who can't put up with these abrupt sounds so easily.

Irrational Demand

When you help someone it's out of your kindness not your duty, am I right?
Yesterday Mehrdad was so angry. He said although he had helped someone but at last that person thought all it was his responsibility and even expected him more services. These people are somehow so irrational. They only see themselves and expect others to be at hand for them but never think about their own duties of having this much expectations. Anyway, Mehrdad didn't do that persons demand and because he thinks he was right ,he wasn't accused in his mind ,so yesterday passed so happily for us.
But I'm thinking about that person who must be angry all day for those irrational expectations which weren't done:D

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How do you feel by looking at this picture?!! It gives me a sense of movement, eternity, happiness and joy of traveling. Hope you all a good trip during New Year Holidays.

Professional

I have a friend who always tells a story,here it is:
Once upon a time ,there was a big factory with lots of complicated machines. One day one of them broke down, it was a bad news for the manager because without that machine he wasn't able to produce his orders. He searched and searched until he found a mechanic who agrees to repair the disabled part. He accepted to give him 1000$ if the problem fixes. When the mechanic came into the factory and had a look at that machine he asked for a hammer and just by some hits it started working. It was hard for the manager to give 1000$ for just some hits but the mechanic answered him so wisely: " I'll get 1$ for my hits and 999$ for the RIGHT place of hitting.
This is a true story which always is working ,especially for that friend but unfortunately lots of people don't understand the value of the place he orders to be hit!!!

Lunar Eclipse

َYesterday was a holiday but I was cleaning the house so today morning I feel it's still Thursday :D
Tonight the best lunar eclipse for at least 5 years will happen. It's around 23:40 in Iran. Because we are in the middle of the lunar month too and the moon is almost complete so it will be so nice, the old white color of the moon changes to a dark red one which is going to be very rare.
If you are not asleep at that time and remember the events then don't miss this natural experience!!!

Week-14

Hi sweetheart. How are you? Again it's Thursday and it's my turn to talk with you.
How is going on down there? I can't talk about my feelings about your existence there. It's somehow out of words, can't be explained by my limited dictionary, something beyond ,but something which is there, which you and I know about it, and something which is the hope,enthusiasm ,bright future, causing feeling alive and all the things Mehrdad and I have.
This week your urination system is starting, isn't it fantastic? How it's possible that a creature which is almost 12 cm has this complicated natural system?!!!! I'm waiting for your movements and from then I think our relation will be so intimate. Keep on trying for proving yourself honey.
Your father is well now ,he was ill but it wasn't very serious , I think he had missed staying home so had found a lime reason for that :D You know him better than me,sometimes his laziness is out of imagination :)) (I think I'll be killed after these lines being read by him.)
...and your other families, the kindest one is your mommy. She never shows her worries about our healthiness but she is always around for helpings and advising. When I hear others sayings about her advises for us then I found how worried she is. I think you are very lucky that are going to be raised by her, a very wise and infragile woman who is the one we can always trust on, somehow the main base in our family tree.
...It's late for today talks,... just remembered something. Now you have your first pair of shoes, one of my colleagues who is a close friend too has bought you a very nice pair of Pooh!. I'm sure you will like it. So try to come as soon as possible for wearing them.
Bye honey. Kiss and kiss.