Invitations

Isn't it interesting that on a Tuesday night you are invited to 3 places at the same time? Tuesday is not holiday but maybe good for taking parties !!!!!!! I should think about my next parties time Again.

Ghorban

Yesterday was Eid-Ghorban in Iran and we were in holidays. Of course for all my life Ghorban is the remembrance day of being known of my pregnancy and the start day of feeling Rozana in my soul. It's great and I should confess that I'm eagerly wishing to feel it again.

But yesterday I was thinking about the custom of Muslim's for killing a sheep or cow or camel to remember a part of Islamic history and also donation it's meat to the poor. Is it necessary that we show our donation by bloodsheding? Can't we just help the poor by giving some money? Why the face of Islam is ruining in my opinions recently? It must be false of religion advertisers I think. Really I'm getting doubt in noble and new ideas reverse of those I've learnt till now.

Kitchen

If you don't laugh at me I should confess that the most popular place of the house is my kitchen. I love spending lots of times there cleaning, cooking a meal, even reading book for Rozana or playing some games. I never found that why I can bare all the home tidy but never ever the kitchen. When I See dirty kitchen I feel everywhere is in mess but when it's clean no matter what's happening for the rest of the house by Rozana.
Eating dinner with Mehrdad and my little princess worth a lot, even more that watching Victoria series.

I'm very glad that my beloved Atti joon and Yaser are here in Tehran near us.

Girly Cloths

This type of wearing cloths was Rozana's selection.

Books

What was the name of last book you read? Mine was "Funny in Farsi:Memoires of Growing Up Iranian in America ".

It's a fact most of us can't even remember the name.

Busy Days

How bad is that we are sooooooo busy when even don't find any time for drinking a cup of tea or even saying a usual hello and bye (Or maybe intentionally pretend being busy for not drinking a cup of tea).

I've missed Rozana at the moment very much.

Criticism

We should learn effective ways of criticism, it has sharp edge, and if we make mistake it'll do reverse.
Great thanks for those who still thinks about making things better even if with a wronge way.

Barbery

Yesterday I went to Barbery with a friend and did all jobs which took about 3 hours. While those women were low-lighting our hair and doing the rest we just sat and talked and talked about friends, husbands,relatives, incidents, colleagues,...We drank tea and talked, we ate apple and talked, we phoned mother's for asking about kids and talked.
I really felt that I am a woman. Although I'm a wife and mother and female manager but never feel this much femininity as I felt in the Barbery.
I was all for myself and I was happy.

Job Opportunity

My working company is looling for some engineers in software and hardware field with at least 3 years job experience.
Please contact me if any of your friends is suitable.

Earthquake

Last night I had a bad nightmare. I was with Mehrdad and his sister and niece somewhere out of Tehran in a trip when suddenly an earthquake happened. Even now I can feel that moment which everything was shaking and also roof was ruined. We wasn't hurt andjust survived but all phones, mobiles, TV, radio ... was disconnected and I was damnly worried about my and Mehrdad's parents safety. Even I was thinking about my friends and Mehrdad's sister-in-law who is becoming a mother less than 2 months.
I was crying for getting a tiny news about their safety. Even I was thinking my parents must be safe because their home is built antishake but what about Mehrdad's!!!
Realy it was a nightmare but a very possible one. In the morning when I saw calm breathing of Mehrdad and also regular turn of Rozana while sleeping I thanked God times and again that I'm this much lucky for getting another turn of these scineries.
We should use our chances even if we are so busy, one of them is going out with our beloved ones(As KhaleSanaz mentioned in her last post).

Cyber World

I'm sure you have seen lots of people who lie in cyber world of internet and introduce themselves as someone better for finding better friends or cheating some innocent ones. The simplest sample are those who complete their profiles younger than their age in chat rooms or even the worse are males who introduce themselves as females ...
A modern subject of this matter is about those ones who are not kind/ generouse/ honest/ frank/ nice/ favorite ... but try to show themselves like these adjectives during their weblog lines or ...
My addressor is those people: Try to be kind or honest in real world not just in cyber one, you won't benefit in pretending same as being like that. When they are people who don't bare being with you it means you are not as successfull as you think or write and try not to tell lie about anyone anywhere around.

:)

Last night we were invited somewhere. Rozana was playing and talking whatever she thought. At that place there was a person who put his finger in her nose. Suddenly Rozana shouted " ... joon dast bini naton." It means dear ... don't put your finger in your nose !!!!!1
The face of that person infront of all those people was realy funny.

Happiness

Happiness is always behind the dooor of your house, try hear her nock, let her come inside. She is a good guest.

P.S. Today I heard about 2 holidays we will have as Ghorban and Ghadir eids in about 20 days. I'm happy and have lots of plans.

Thank You!

Today morning I didn't have a good start.
at first I brought Rozana to her kindergarten with her new cloths (they had a photography program from children )
Then I went to our local TCI center and paid bills of phone which was the last chance before disabling line.
Then I stoped in front of a bank for taking money, the moment I locked my car a police car appeared and warned me that if I left my car there they would brought it to police parking lot because it's forbidden to park at that place. I got on the car and drove , thinking how lucky and sharp I was that tackle this problem !!!!!!!
Exactly after 5 minutes I was that last chain of a 5 car chair accident!!!!!!!! Every one were guilty and I was the last car so I should pay for the car infront and no one would pay for me.
Again police came and wrote documents, we all went to insurance agent, and they paid my front car by my insurance, then I went to a car repairing center where Mehrdad introduced, left the car there, came to work by bus and reached there at 12.

All these happenings pluse the sound of accident which is still in my mind made me exhusted, realy I even didn't find any energy to move.
Exactly at this certain moment of despair my best friend called me just for asking about my health. It was the moment I felt God likes me alot for giving me such friends.
I talked to her and became calm. Even I found enthusiasm for updating my blog. Everything will pass, I'll solve all these problems only kindness will remain which it's left for me. Thanks alot my dearest dear ....

Question

What do you do with your old cloths?
This is the question occupying my mind these days. Rozana had a box full of used cloths which are not her size any more and are not old too. Mehrdad and I have also lots of cloths which are not fashionable any more. I don't through them away for finding someone who needs these used cloths but nowadays when finding that person I shy in giving the donation !
what do you do?

Lets Sing a Song

Numbers numbers 1,2,3,
Numbers count for you and me,
Count with numbers 1,2,3,
1,2,3,4,


This is a part of a song Rozana & I are singing (Actually screaming) everyday while we are at the road to kindergarten, in the kitchen cooking a meal, playing with dolls....
Today I was thinking about my best moment of a day life. Have you ever think about that? you have 24*60 minutes in a day. Which part is your best? Which one is the worst?
My best time is these moments of singing with Rozana. It's like fuel for my soul engin. ...And the worst is ... better not to talk about it.
Thank you my little princess for giving me this much joy and happiness. I easily forget all the naughty jobs you do in a day during these moments.

More Pictures

These are some more pictures of our unforgottenable trip to Malaysia.
That painting was on the wall of Junson Mall. It was done by children and published by UNICEF, a nice teamwork I think.Other pictures are taken in a toy shop and a big flowery in Kameron Highlands.