Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Mergan

I've finished reading a book by Mahmood Dolatabadi called "The Empty Place of Soluch".

It's a novel happened about 50 years ago in a poor village of Iran and story starts with departure of Soluch as the man of his family and apparently finished by his arrival.

During this trip which takes about 1 year, his family faced lots of problems and Mergan, as the main character of the story, tried to solve them. She is an ordinary woman with natural potentials but there is something in her soul which pushes her forward, she MUST be there for helping others. I think she is a very good symbol of all women, working hard with no expectation of reward, giving all her properties for making her beloved happy and thinking between all disasters.

I lived with Mergan in that poor country and felt her problems. Dolatabadi is one of the best; he is a magician who can make you live 50 years ago. He feels women...

 

Monday, April 26, 2010

Blogspot Is Great


Hi to all my kind readers.
Unfortunately blogger.com is really filtered in Iran ISPs. You can read blogs but the owners can't publish anything on their pages. I'm wondering what had happened this time because although I can open lots of forbidden sites by proxies but still blogger is unavailable.
Anyhow, out of blogspot team wisdom I think there is another way of updating your blogs. It's the way that I'm exactly using at the moment. For more information you can check here : http://secondnatureyet.blogspot.com/2007/06/using-email-to-update-in-blogger.html
 
Ofcourse you should had done these settings before damn filtering or you can trust to a friend who is not living in Iran and ask him for doing these settings for you. Then you can update it from you yahoo or any other Email accounts.
If you have any problem just mail me.
 
I'm happy of making my weblog on blogspot, it's trustable. Other Iranian servers are controlled by ...
 

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Damn Damn Filtering


 Today morning when I came to publish some new posts I saw the dashboard of my blog is again filtered !!!!!!!!!!
This is the price of living in this country.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Spring Days

These days I try going home sooner than before to walk with Rozana in this nice weather at parks, mountains or where ever there is a tiny flower showing spring comes.
Today we are going to a kite running festival especially held for children. Anyone who likes coming is invited :)

Monday, April 12, 2010

Judgement

We shouldn't judge instead of some one else.
In our everyday conversation lots of times we say or think "If I were in her shoes I'd done this or that ... ". I also am the same but I think it's not true.
We are not in her shoes so we don't know why she has decided to do it. Maybe if we have same information then we'd been same even if it wasn't right.
I'm trying not to judge instead of others, I should review it for not forgetting ...


During these moments of looking back to myself ,thinking about Rozana always keep me smiling, she is my life source, she is my "Gole Goldoon". Also during these moments, thinking about Mehrdad keep me laughing !!!!!!!!! I'm kidding :D Of course it's not describeable talking about my feelings for him ;)


P.S. Gole Goldoon is the name of one of Simin Ghanem's songs.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Rozana's Sleeping

Last night Rozana and I said goodbye to Mehrdad and went to sleep at 10( of course I didn't want but should go with her for not being alone). Any way after about 15 minutes she went to sleep and I came out silently and went to talk with my mom. She asked about Rozana and I said we'd climbed mountain so she was very tired and slept very quickly ... then suddenly I saw her standing in front of me and laughing and also demanding for being awake some more... Actually she wasn't asleep but only pretending !!!!!!...Again we went to sleep and this time we both did it !!!

Thursday, April 08, 2010

Smile

Nowadays when we ask Rozana for being ready of taking a photograph, she gives us a very nice smile and does some gesture actions.
After taking those photos she asks for the camera and takes 10s of her own photos. Maybe sometime I put photos by her here.



Tuesday, April 06, 2010

Betting

Last night we were with some friends. During normal discussions we talked about one of my friend's birthday who is same as her husband at 1st day of 1st month of the year. Then we talked about the probability of happening such coincident.
Mehrdad said it's (1/365)*(1/364) ,but the others weren't agree. At last they bet on the result, If the answer is anything rather than what Mehrdad said they'll won otherwise Mehrdad is the winner.
Do you have any suggestion about it? What do you think?

All these bettings are great because My friend and I will eat dinner in a good restaurant !!!


P.S. Mehrdad mentioned later that his suggestion was (1/365)*(1/365). So please think about this probability.

Monday, April 05, 2010

Children's World

Some days before holidays Rozana came home and said her teacher had blamed her and bit her chicks !!!!!!!!!! We were really chocked because the kindergarten is one of the best of Tehran and it wasn't believable at all but from the other hand Rozana had never said any lie so as a conclusion she was telling the truth.
Anyhow, yesterday I went and talked with the teacher and said she is saying you've done it. Then again I asked Rozana what has happened. Again she said she had bit her chicks and accused her of not chewing her food. I asked what happened next and she said: " I chewed my food and she clapped and said hooray for me.
All this story means Rozana was making that poor teacher be fined because of not telling the whole story or in the other words not telling the truth although she didn't tell any lie.

It's happening lots of times. Most of us intentionally don't say the truth and think we are not lier. I think it's exactly a kind of lying.

Rozana is going to kindergarten with lots of joys and enthusiasms. I feel it while she says goodbye at door and run between children.
Children's world is amazing...

Sunday, April 04, 2010

Sleeping Demands

Although we were in Tehran in the holidays and rest perfectly but still are always sleepy !!! This WE means Mehrdad and I ,because Rozana has adopted herself very well and started going to kindergarten with laughs and screams. I think the reason is missing her third home in these 14 days.


Zeinab, my cousins daughter.



Dorsa and Mohammadreza, 3rd hour of Dorsa's life in the hospital.