Rozana

I'm always blaming Rozana for making mess in all the home, I'm always thinking about her nutrition in afternoon and night times we are with each other (Has she eaten enough milk? bread? fruit? chocolate?), I'm always asking her to be Little bit quiet so I can be able to concentrate for a moment,I'm always asking her to stop watching her DVDs and give us some time for watching TV... and at last I'm always wishing to have more time for talking with Mehrdad same as before with no one who is running between us and demanding to give our cares.

Last night when she slept at 20, Mehrdad and I were somehow upset and both of us were wishing to have her beside for talking and messing and playing and ... We had those wished times but found it's not very precious comparing by her existence.

Raining

At last it started raining today. I'm talking about Tehran weather, we are in the 34th day of Autumn and only to day we smelt this fantastic smell of rain over the soil. If you are not living here don't try to feel this post, you should be here and breath this polluted weather for finding what I'm saying.

I'm simply happy only for the sake of this weather. hope to see you all happy :)

Oooops !!!

Today I was walking in one of the most crowded avenues of Tehran. I saw a man and his daughter standing beside and it was obvious that they are not Iranians. Man came to me and asked me if I can speak English. I think how lucky he is that found ME who is able to talk to him for helping him, I was thinking maybe he is looking for an address. Anyhow, he asked me if I know the meaning of flood. I said yes but my face was surprised. He thought maybe I don't understand him clearly so said he is talking about "Seil" (flood in Persian) and said he is from Pakistan, had lost everything in recent flood and now is flood-stricken with absolutely nothing to give to his family !!!!!!!!!!!! At this moment I was really shocked, he was begging me in one of Tehran avenues for an accident happened in Pakistan !!!
Somebody said when our president help to some countries like Lebanon same as one of Iran provinces so it's natural that neighbours come here for begging money !

Different Wedding

Some nights ago we were invited to a wedding which was different than usual ones. Bride wasn't Iranian but was between us and did all the customs.
Everything was perfect as predicted before but there were something especial. Brid's behaviour was delighting, she was really kind and you can find her happiness in each of the face muscles. She didn't pretend anything and was BETWEEN the guests not ACTING for them.
In the way back I was thinking about our generation. What have done to us that we changed to this sample: not very kind, somehow selfish and of course not as honest as we pretend.

P.S. Of course this article is talking about Iranians in general and maybe is somehow offensive but is my opinion. accept my apologize before getting angry ;) Thank you in advance.

Ghahve Talkh (Bitter Coffee)

Last night we were watching the new series of GhahveTalkh. For those who are not living in Iran I should said it's a series which was supposed to be broadcasted in national TV but for some reasons is now available in the stores. You can buy each 3 episodes with less than 3$ which I think is a suitable price.
We don't have any copywrite in Iran. So all the Windows OS are copied versions, all the musics we are listening are downloaded via internet, all new ideas in marketing or advertising is regenerated without any allowance of the owner and in short I should say again we don't have any copywrite.
In this country, people DECIDED to not copy Ghahve Talkh. This decision wasn't predictable at all, even the director is shocked and he was thanking all the people who NOT copy it.
I was thinking about the power of unity. If WE all want to do a job we ALL will be successful, individual efforts are not good at all ;)

Mistakes

Making mistakes is not regular but if it changes to something usual, what would you do? What is your reaction if you are the one who'd made mistakes and what is you reaction if you are the one who is suffering of other ones mistakes? Are you able to forgive them and so be rightful for deserving future forgives?

These days I'm facing to those people who have done mistakes which cause me suffering and I'm just trying to close my eyes in order of having the hope for my own future forgiveness maybe by others.

cell phone

I can,t remember who was this sentence qouted from : cars are the curse of 20th century .
I can complete his advice by this one: Cellphones are the curse of 21th century . Sometimes I'm just dreaming of loosing mine.