Tuesday, July 28, 2015

Week - 20

We are in week 20 as I wrote on the title. last week was full of emotions for me. I changed my gynecologist, he was traveling abroad all the times and I was tracing him. The new one is a kind woman who has an office in the hospital I'm planning to give birth to my baby.
Anyhow, two nights ago I went to pass my sonography, it was for checking anomaly and also the gender. Rozana went to her skate class and then we went there. It was about 11 PM that they called my name!!!!!!!! The doctor was very kind and talked with Rozana a lot. He said it was very necessary to pass this test with the elder sister. Surprisingly it was very similar to Rozana at this phase. I am sure they will look alike each other very much or as Khale Sanaz said they will look alike Mehrdad very much!!!
 He checked all the organs, the head, eyes, lunges, heart beat, feet, hands, back bones and ... my baby is a BOY. The doctor said you should ask his father a gift, I didn't understand his language so I asked is she a girl and he answered you should ask his father for a gift again, after some seconds I remembered that it means you are having a boy. Not in my country but I think in all the world it's like this. The general believe that having a boy is a gift or a chance...
We went to my mom's house at about 11:45PM. I remained in car and Rozana went to take the food she had cooked and also tells her the news. I was hearing her voice ... She was really  shocked. I hadn't seen Rozana as happy as that night before. She was jumping and laughing with a loud voice and was talking non-stop to express her feeling for my mom. She said my brother is as big as an orange and all his organs are complete and I have seen them. She was jumping and hugging my mom times and again. She was damnly happy. The moment we reached home (about 12 PM) she called Mehrdad's family to tell them the news. Last week Mehrdad's mom had a dream of a new boy and Rozana told her the dream becomes true.
All these moments was like a blink of an eye.I started texting my friends and families who were asking and then I felt crying.
Maybe I shouldn't write this feeling here, but if one day my boy was able to read these lines I ask him to think about them. I started crying after observing Rozana's happiness. She was walking on the clouds and I was thinking about the future, When they become adults and when Rozana ask for his protection in the case of Mehrdad and I absence. Will he understand how adorable he was for Rozana before his birth? Will he understand one of the main reasons of having him was continuous requests of Rozana for having a sibling? ... and lots of more questions.

I am happy of having the new angel, he is going to be the prince of my own family, having Mehrdad and Rozana is completing this prosperity, also having my parents and families and friends who are always very kind. Thanks the generous God for giving this much attention to me. 

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