Jumong

I was reading news while I became shocked of a title: A 4 year old girl died in Shiraz urban out of fear, her family FORGOT to get her on the car out of their hurriness for watching Jumong series!!!!!!!!!!! At midnight when they found their daughter is not with them, went to the place they were in the afternoon and found the girl who was died out of fear of being alone in that place.

I can't say anything more.

Happy

I'm so much happy these days, maybe because of going to Malaysia and visiting my brother & sister or maybe because of some good news hearing around.( Of course when I'm talking about good news it's not related to my country destiny or any improvements in political affairs or any positive movement in human rights, we are still living in Iran with it's specific dictatorship) 3 new kids are joining to our family in future, one of them in less than 1 week is between us and I'm really happy of thinking about her existence. News of new kids are always inspiring for me. Rozana is talking and talking in her own language. in few moments of being with her I'm only tiding home, feeding her, and trying to guess what she is saying, but during these moments which I'm turning to a kid to be able of playing with her I'm enjoying any job or sound she is making by all my cells. Her nowadays playing with dolls!!!!!!!!! is so funny. Yesterday she put out her doll cloths and wanted to wear them, and my tryings to make her understood that they are not her size wasn't successful. After that while she was eating cerelak she wanted to feed her doll and poor spoon all over the doll face!!! After that she decided to change doll diaper!!! and it was interesting she was repeating all my behaviour in talking with the doll, even my frawning when she does P.P. was the same. It's human mind protocol I think which try to forget unsolvable problems. I'm happy out of tiny reasons because thinking and thinking about current happenings of Iran is going to have no result and no ending. Peace be upon all those innocent people who died recently and pray God to see released prisoners ASAP.

Memories

Today I was reading the posts of 2 years ago, how fast time is passing and how sweet was these years WITH Rozana beside us. But nothing can make me forget that Rozana didn't let us sleep last night, I think she had eaten more than her capacity.

Today I was reading the posts of 2 years ago, how fast time is passing and how sweet was these years WITH Rozana beside us.

Talking and Walking

After those days of illness now I've more time to think about Rozana. I feel she wasn't with me last week, the moments I was ill we both were with my parents but she wasn't with me, she was playing and running and sometimes remembers me at the other room and come but most of the time I (she) was alone. She is trying to talk, whatever you say she repeats, Mehrdad and I are trying to learn her some English words and because she is pure she learns very fast. She is very cute, whenever we pay more attention to her, directly shows some spoiling reactions like coughing or falling on earth or running waiting for us to go after her. Before sleeping at nights says Goodnight to me and ByeBye , then going to bed by Mehrdad!!! She likes to play with water, everyday I open water valve of the kitchen and she goes on a chair and play with water for half and hour then order to change her cloths because they are KHIIIIIISSSSS (wet). Yesterday we went to Niavaran park, I saw she doesn't like to play with swing and slide, she preferred to stand and watch kids who were playing roller-skating. I feel that she is grown, she is changing the phase of her toys. Yesterday we were looking the photo album of her first birthday. She was changing pages and saying the name of people who were there, Amme (aunt), Maaza(Mohammadreza), Aaaza(Alireza), Aaaapaz( Uncle Parviz), Hamed, Samanahhh.... Also Attaya (Atti joon), Daiaser (Uncle Yaser), .... Tonight I should record her voice because we will miss this stage of her talking very soon. P.S. Mehrdad and I are managing to visit Malaysia in Summer vacation. I'm really excited of being with all my beloved ones in such nice place.