Week - 18

This is the last week in Ramadan :) and my little angel is still growing. I read an article about the size of him/ her and imagine how big he/she is, just as big as a mango !!! I have a live mango in my belly which is going to make a world of him/her. Really its a miracle. Rozana is acting very gently, taking care of me and listening to my tommy noises times and again and is changing her sleeping attitude, She comes with me to bed, hugs me and talks for a while . Then puts her little nose beside mine and keeps me tight, then I go to sleep and Mehrdad calls her for going to her bed. You see, she is making me asleep not me !!! Really she is clever. This time of motherness is very sweet, I have an angel in myself and another one who is caring and kind.
My little angel is making sking these days and I don't know which vitamins are urgent to be provided, so I keep on eating nuts and fish and milk and protein as before. I should lessen my daily tasks and wait for the time of hugging my children together.
Thanks God and hope everything goes as perfect as before.

Week-17

My new angel is as big as my palm... imagine, just a palm is inside me and is growing gradually to become my world. This miracle and the procedure is always sweet to be reminded. Also he/she is getting used to the noises around, let me guess what are those noises, It would be Rozana's non-stop talking :D, Mehrdad's  spoiling me, car horns in the traffic jam, cartoons, ... so they are not terrible :)  It's funny for me that how hungry I become during the day. We are in Ramadan and restaurants are not allowed to perform before evening and I should always have something to eat otherwise I will die out of hunger :))))))))) This eagerness of eating is surprising for me. There is something strange too, At my first pregnancy, I was counting the days to do regular check ups and use suitable vitamins, but this time I am sure that if I eat all the useful ingredients there won't be any trouble. even going to the doctor is not a necessity for me. I think I can do all the steps without problem. This much self-confidence is new but I can't resist.
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Week-16

Week 16 ..... I did a well-done haircut last week. So, Rozana and I and her father are somehow bold :D ,maybe same as the new angel, but if he/she is similar to Rozana there would be lots of black wavy hair.
We are in Ramadan, Only dady is fasting but all the family gather for Eftar and dinner and I enjoy cooking for my little but growing family. This is the last Ramadan in a 3 member family ... Rozana asked me to give instructions about doing baby bath and also changing the diaper !!!!!!! I am talking to her about just taking care but the jobs are mine. We are preparing her/his room gradually. Every weekend Mehrdad and I do some cleaning to reach to the point of buying new set for Rozana and moving hers to the baby room.
I don't know why the second experience is much more easier than the first one, all the sorries and difficulties are the same but I feel this task is not a hard one at the time.
My little angel is appearing by very tiny knocking on my belly. Those are moments of my carelessness behind the computer when the position is not safe ... and he/she reminds me by the knocks. I think the new angel would be as wise as Rozana :))
 I'm stepping into the second trimester, it means more fatness and more calcium and protein intake but also it means more sweet movement feelings and also gender recognition. Thanks God for giving me this much pleasure.

Week-15

I don't know why I haven't written here for a long time... There are lots of social networks which I'm an active member but this blog is my real child, I have cherished it for more than 10 years and It's a cosy place for me.
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Anyhow, I should write about the start of another nice and preciouce pregnancy again here. As you see in the subject I'm in the week  15. Maybe lots of my experiences are the same as Rozana's but this time there is a difference.
I have an 8 year old daughter who is the main reason of my second experience. It's been a long time since her first requests about having siblings and atlast she convinced us. Rozana's childhoow was wonderful, I'm not expressing this out of my motherhood feelings but due to my friends and families.
Rozana was really calm. She didn't crawl until she became 1 year old and started walking. She was very wise(her IQ test result was 140, the best among all students), she didn't resist on eating her food or her bitter drugs. She reacted very professionally at toilet training and there wasn't any sleeping disorders.
Maybe all these points are not important for my nice readers except those who are facing the same situation. Now I have an 8 year old daughter which was able to be alone from 2 years ago, was able to make her breakfast and lunch, to wash the dishes, to call me and ask about my day, to call her daddy and order my BDay gift and to break the dishes while trying to make some ice-cream. In brief she is perfect.
I wrote all these lines to say about my great thankful of having a perfect child. I know the second one might not be as easy as her.Although I'm 8 years older than Rozana's time... But there is a main reason here. I LOVE CHILDREN, especially those who are mine and I want Rozana feeling having a brother or a sister while she is growing up. My brothers are not having a great role at my life but they are some where is the world which makes me sure we are thinking about each other. I want Rozana have the same experience, having someone of her blood, being protective of a friend.
She is very happy of my pregnancy news. I wasn't agree to let her know before the week 12 but Mehrdad said she is adult and should know everything. So Rozana was the first one who became aware of the news and even she knows the exact time of this miracle. She is very caocious, careful about my diet and advise me to not eating salt and chips and snacks. Also she tries helping me at home tasks. Last night she was learning the way of carrying an infant in the bath!!!!!!!!! I don't know about the persistancy of this feeling but it's very precious for me.


Let me talk about the new angel. I don't know about her gender yet, maybe in 2 weeks I will have another sonography test. I'm very well and not feeling any pain or blood pressure. I'm doing all my daily tasks, driving, eating and little sport. I feel it might be a boy but let the time shows the truth.

Good News

These days I'm tasting a good news of my life. It's not a new taste but very tasty. I am wondering why we are not capable of having sudden funs but miseries are coming whenever they wish.
Anyhow, I'm deeply happy of having this news.