Monday, August 30, 2010
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
3 Year old
Tomorrow Rozana will be 3 years old...
It's 3 years since I've changed to a mother and am feeling moments by detail right now. I should confess the first year was the hardest one but honestly it was sweet. Those nights I was dreaming about having 2~3 hours of continuous sleep now my dreams have changed. I have lots of memories these years, one of the best one of course was the day I heard my pregnancy news in the laboratory, the other one was the moment I was becoming conscious after the Cesarean surgery and I was hearing my mom voice, the other one is all the moments I was breast-feeding Rozana, the other moment was the time she started talking and said she loves me ... and I had bad memories too which are not countable against good ones.
One of my best friends always says we should be very thankful to God that we become parents without any certain effort, without managing days and nights and without doing lots of medical cares. It's kindness of God which makes us parents NOT OUR RIGHT. If doesn't happen for us then we shouldn't blame him, we should just be thankful of his generosity nothing else.
And now I'm really grateful of this much prosperity I have and pray to him for making the wish of all couples who want children, true.
It's 3 years since I've changed to a mother and am feeling moments by detail right now. I should confess the first year was the hardest one but honestly it was sweet. Those nights I was dreaming about having 2~3 hours of continuous sleep now my dreams have changed. I have lots of memories these years, one of the best one of course was the day I heard my pregnancy news in the laboratory, the other one was the moment I was becoming conscious after the Cesarean surgery and I was hearing my mom voice, the other one is all the moments I was breast-feeding Rozana, the other moment was the time she started talking and said she loves me ... and I had bad memories too which are not countable against good ones.
One of my best friends always says we should be very thankful to God that we become parents without any certain effort, without managing days and nights and without doing lots of medical cares. It's kindness of God which makes us parents NOT OUR RIGHT. If doesn't happen for us then we shouldn't blame him, we should just be thankful of his generosity nothing else.
And now I'm really grateful of this much prosperity I have and pray to him for making the wish of all couples who want children, true.
Sunday, August 22, 2010
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Mehrdad is managing a 3 day trip for next week. Last night he was talking about his plans. I talked about ticket prices and found his calculation is less than mine. I was thinking about the reason of my mistake (in these cases I'm always the one who made mistake, his math is better than mine honestly), but he said he hadn't count any ticket for Rozana and desires to go without her !!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't believe what he said even now because Rozana and he are praying each other.
Today morning when we were coming to work, Rozana asked his father to hug her into the kindergarten but Mehrdad wasn't feeling good and said will do it tomorrow, Rozana came and kissed her with eyes full of tears and accepted. Really she will be ill if doesn't meet Mehrdad for a certain time...
Lots of couples go to travel without their children. I hear it a lot, but I, myself never ever can be satisfied of such a thing...
What do you think? Am I right or wrong? Should we go alone for the sake of Rozana's health(Because of warm weather Mehrdad says maybe Rozana will be suffered) or should we cancel the trip? I'm doubtful.
Today morning when we were coming to work, Rozana asked his father to hug her into the kindergarten but Mehrdad wasn't feeling good and said will do it tomorrow, Rozana came and kissed her with eyes full of tears and accepted. Really she will be ill if doesn't meet Mehrdad for a certain time...
Lots of couples go to travel without their children. I hear it a lot, but I, myself never ever can be satisfied of such a thing...
What do you think? Am I right or wrong? Should we go alone for the sake of Rozana's health(Because of warm weather Mehrdad says maybe Rozana will be suffered) or should we cancel the trip? I'm doubtful.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Sunday, August 15, 2010
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Last night we went to swimming pool after Eftar with my mom and Rozana. We ate Eftar in the pool and then went playing and swimming. Mehrdad waited there till 23 for being with us in return path(we are living in a country which is very similar to old Texas and nobody is in safe mode after a certain time).
Maybe it's nonsense for anyone who reads these lines but it was important for me. He stayed at work till that time while he was in fast and tired just for us. It is precious I think.
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Sometimes there are some hidden contracts between couples which makes their relations stronger or weaker. It was one of them for me, Thank you.
Maybe it's nonsense for anyone who reads these lines but it was important for me. He stayed at work till that time while he was in fast and tired just for us. It is precious I think.
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Sometimes there are some hidden contracts between couples which makes their relations stronger or weaker. It was one of them for me, Thank you.
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