Rozana's 1st Stitches

This blog is my place of writing most of the first incidents of Rozana. I've written from my pregnancy and her birth up to now, Her first smile, standing up, walking, talking, traveling and lots of more things are kept here and now I'm writing about her 1st stitches.
We went to school in the morning and then I came to work, about 10 o'clock her teacher called me and said she had fallen in the yard and her head is broken but not seriously. I said don't do anything till the moment I'd be there, turned on the car and drove as fast as I can. When I got there she was slept on a bed and her injury was bleeding, I started crying (!!!!!!!! how brave I am) and they led me out. She was silent and just gazing with those black eyes. They brought her into the surgery room (!!!!!) and started sewing the stitches...
Anyway, most of us have same experiences from our childhood and hopefully it'll be good very soon, but I'm thinking about those parents whose children have serious problems...

Gmail Filtering

I was waiting for the new national internet of Iran from Saturday and today I saw my Gmail account is filtered , also google is going to be filtered in coming hours and I don't know what the hell am I suposed to do with my researches  about new articles and phenomenons without Google, maybe I should use Iran Telecome search engine ( !!!!!!!!!!! )
Anyway, I will find the way but I'm thinking about the degree of my tolerance, there is a story: If you put a frog in a cold water and then start heating gradually the frog will be boiled with no objection, but if you put it in a boiling water at once it will jump out definitely. I am the frog and just estimating if I've been led to the boiling water or not.

First School Day

Rozana went to pre-School course today. In the morning we went to a school near by our home and she started playing with the children. After some times I didn't bare the official environment of that school, all the staff wore black uniforms and all the walls were full of Holy Quran versus and war pictures (!!!). I asked Rozana for staying there alone, went to her kindergarten school which is managed very modern and update (but I should pay a lot for that), and asked for her registration, they accepted her and gave me the uniform. I came back to the school Rozana was there, asked her to come out. She was surprised but accepted, surprisingly nobody asked me why she is going out (!!!), she wore her uniform in the car and kissed me for choosing that school. I drove as fast as I can and ... we were on time for her first day of pre-school course. The number of students in that class is 10 and she will eat her breakfast and lunch there. Everything become as I wished. I participated in the ceremony and then after fetching her to my mom's house I went to work at about 12(!!!).
I don't know what will be her memory of this day in the future, she were supposed to go somewhere else and then I changed her school in 10 minutes but I'm sure she will have lots of fun times and learn new things with her friends.

Female Managers

Today I read an article written by someone who had seen a senior manager of Google has moved to Yahoo, up to here it's not very unusual but the interesting part for him was the sexuality of that manager who is female, very nice and only 37 years old, she is Marissa Mayer.
The article was about our bounded minds which are not predicting for a young beautiful woman as a manager, most of us believe that a woman can be nice or clever but not mutually!!! I don't know if it's true in most cases or not but from the point of an Iranian manager who is working in my own country being a female manager is very hard especially when you have some male employees. Not all but most of those male employees nag that you are not paying enough attention to their efforts and are always praising their women employees.
I don't know if my collegues are reading these lines or not but want to say something here: Women are sacrificing to keep their jobs with their husbands and children and education and ... so they are doing all their tasks in a planned scadule for saving some time only for their rest so that they are better employees. They run and listen and think and .. only for being a better element in their work but men are some creatures who think they are better( because of their physical power) and have the righ of rulling men. In recent years some thoughts have been changed but still you can see men who are not working as hard as women at work and expect the same.
 I can't bare these views and maybe they can't bare me but I still think women are exacter at work although they are not cleverer in some cases.