Reminiscing Princess Arrival NEWS

No matter I believe in Ghurban or not, it's a fact that it's the reminder of my pregnancy news  and makes me damn happy each year. Rozana is a gift in our life which I don't know how to appreciate it from God.
6 years ago when I heard the news and shared it with Khale Fattaneh and Mehrdad and my mom, I was walking on the clouds. We bought a sweet box and went to my father, he got the news of his grandfatherhood in such a day and I'm still tasting the sweet taste of reminiscing that day.

P.S. Today I heard the voice message by ArefeSadat Tajzadeh, which was sent from Canada to his prisoned father and I wasn't able to stop my tears. Hope all the prisoners who are in jail because of the method of their thinking be free in a near future.

Near to Convocation

It's about 6 PM and I'm sitted in the conference hall of AmirKabir University, listenning to the Seminars which are presented by the students. My turn was in the morning and I started studying some of my lessons and tried to concentrate on others presentations but now I'm tired and missed Mehrdad and Rozana.


KhaleSanaz says Iranian women are not accustomed for being out after the sun down, I see it's some how true now. Although, it's just 6 ,I wish I was at home.

Powerty

I've traveled to lots of countries especially from the moment Mehrdad married me. I was figuring out about the prices we paid for making those memories :
- 9 and 8 years ago it was about half of my monthly salary (Turkey ,Emirate)
-7 years ago it was about 2/3th of my monthly salary (Malaysia)
-6 years ago it was half of my salary (Turkey)
- 4 years ago it was about my whole monthly salary (Malaysia)
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-2 years ago it was free (Cyprus) (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) ,because we got foreign exchange with the official fee and sold it in the Bazaar so all the money we had spent was earned.
-First of this year, in Nouroz, it was about 1/3th of my salary (Turkey), again because of the different rates of foreign exchanges in official and Bazzar.
-2 months ago (Russia) it was about my whole monthly salary, because there weren't any official foreign exchange available
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- Now, I think it's going to pay more than 2 times of my salary if I want to go to Russia for example.
It means in last 5 years we were becoming poorer and poorer but the government had tried to conceal it by spending oil dollars. Now that wealthy current is stopped and we are all descending with no intention or even selection, we are obliged to endure these economical problems beside pollution and obsessions. We are treated like sinister who is passing his sentences in a bad climate (which is my own country in this case) and the moment we get out we will be free.

Honesty

This week I was introduced to a party by KhaleSanaz which is a gathering by some women who have decided to talk about their mind obsessions and trying to solve them by hearing others ideas. It was somehow a noble party, because those ones who are invited have the aim of getting most advantages of the time they are passing there and also they try being honest ,with themselves and with the others, too.
We talk about some of our fears and some of the things which are broadcasting negative energy for us and surprisingly I saw those fears didn't remain as a fear after talking about. Maybe it's a psychological technique of behaving yourself or a method that we found useful but whatever it is, I enjoyed my time for learning some new things.
P.S. If there is someone who is interested in such gathering and have enough time of being a participant, just let me know.

Chaos

While everyone are talking about foreign exchange rates in Iran and fast tolerances, I'm happy of having Mehrdad and Rozana beside for playing and talking afternoons. We decided not to follow the NEWS at home for a chill out, and surprisingly I think it's working. Maybe because most of the news of my country are bad ones so hearing about them won't give you a good feeling of getting knowledge.
Anyway, people of my country are baring economical problems which think are caused by the government. I'm one of them but I think we all make the situation of this lose, when members of a community only think about personal advantages and the total price of that item is not important, then you will see people who are bothering themselves for buying and selling foreign exchanges and getting some gain. Nobody think about future, nobody think about ill democracy which let this economy fall, nobody think about people who are in fatal need of money ... only think about ourselves, ..., what's happening to my country!!!

Used Gift

What will be your reaction of seeing someone's wearing a ring (or any other gift) which is unique and you'd given it to a common friend as her birthday gift? and when you ask it from the person who is wearing about the place she had bought that ring, she answers proudly that it's her birthday gift by that common friend (!!!!!!!!!)
I was really fed up when I found that, pretty fed up.