Thursdays

I remember that I used to write a post each Thursday morning during my pregnancy for Rozana. It's almost 3 months since then and now she is with me ,but somehow I have a feeling of missing those days when she was only with me and by her movings talked with me.
At the moment she has lots of friends( they are from mine and Mehrdad's and herself too). Now I know she will play with Farbod or Hadi and Alireza and Samaneh alot, and also she has very kind aunt and uncles(khale Attieh and my brothers) who will always miss them but is happy of having their kindness. Also some of my colleagues were so kind, they came for meeting her and brought her lots of cloths and toys. I'm sure she will remember all these kindnesses when she become an adult. But there are some other people who always says we've missed her but never came for meeting her or invite her to their houses. It gives me a feeling of cheating and I'm sure if they don't miss Rozana ,she won't either in the future.

Now she is asleep and is smiling, maybe having a nice dream. Because she doesn't have any teeth yet, so her smiles are very funny :D I'll put more pictures for you.

Again thinking about those Thursdays.........

Nice Days

I updated my weblog after a short delay, believe me it's all Rozana's fault. She is getting very nice and funny which I prefer to sit and play with her instead of sitting at computer. I don't know how to describe her improvements to give you my feeling:
Now she knows my mom, my dad, Mehrdad and I very well and smile back when WE call her name and laugh at her. She is trying to speak so says something meaningless but beside her excersises she gazez at our lips while talking to her for learning better skills :D She sleeps with us and Wakes with us too. Now she is getting alittle bit fat because is only on the floor and moving her hands and feet but I'm sure when she starts walking all the overweights will be gone. She loves taking bath except washing her face, so we go and play in bath and at the last phase I wash her face and in her cries give her to Mehrdad for wearing on her cloths. Like other children she likes gazing at her top ,no matter what it is but it's interesting( you can see it in the pics) ....
I can write about her for hours and hours but maybe you get tired so enough for today ;) !!!!!!!!

Rozana, 3 Months Old!

Happy birthday Rozana. Today you are 3 months old and I've put some new pictures of you for our friends. I don't know what will be your reaction when you see these photos broadcasted here by mamansomi but believe me they were very cute that I couldn't resist in publishing them.
Last week you had lots of guests who came to us for meeting you. Of course lots more weren't between us like Khale Attieh, Saeedehjoon, Sabourajoon, Elahejoon, Mahjoubejoon and lot more but I hope we all gather together in near future.

Birthdays With Friends

With some of my friends, we celebrate each others birthdays by gathering to a coffee shop and lightening some candles of a cake and clapping for almost 3 years.It's very hard to manage everything at work for having some extra free time in the afternoon and lots of funny memories of these gatherings are still in our minds: from the busy days which didn't allow some of us being in time, from the fight which happened once in one of the cafes ,from guests which were in some of the parties, from amazing gifts which most of the times were Fattane's job, from my last appearance with almost 16kg overweight... all of these are good memories in my mind. of course there are some bad parts too which can be forgotten very easy.
...Now the members are very busy and didn't find any time for these parties. I think they've mixed work matters with common life so living part is in trouble here. I really hope that we gathered again in a happy and nice party again with our new members of our families ( Rozana and a boy who will be born in 2 months).

Deppressed People

Today I was talking with some of my colleagues. All of them weren't in good mood for different reasons and also were suffering from various kinds of depression. Hard living situations and also the very polluted weather of Tehran can cause lots of problems which depression is one of them.
Weather is so polluted. I prefer to not go even to my moms house (in the next valley) by Rozana ,so dirty, so gray ,so cold and so sad. I hope raining happens very soon.
Rozana is beside me now and is doing her new work she has learned which is bringing her lips forward and poofing... she looks very funny while doing it.
Hope c u all happy and joyful.

With My New Cloths

These photos were taken by mama in a shiny morning, when both of us were in good mood and I felt she is looking at me as a doll and is enjoying of changing her doll cloths !!!!!!!!!!! but after she put on me that red hat, then we found it's not suitable for me any more,actually it was small and I lost one of my hats before using.

Eye Minders

Since Rozana's birthday my connection with my friends have been reduced significantly. While I phone them at least once a week, now I can't find enough time even in the month. So I feel they are forgetting me during my sound fadings. It's not true, a real friend is always there available for you but it's a fact that we people have a very forgetting mind, so maybe when we see someone we remember to ask about her health(although we know she is good because she's in front of us) but when ...
In Persian we have a verbal which says:" ِaz del beravad ..."

Rozana, 2 Months & 20 Days Old

Today we went to Rozana's pediatrician. It wasn't monthly turn but I had some fears about Rozana's head shape which isn't very symmetrical. So we went today for avoiding future problems. Fortunately her doctor said it's not important at all and will be solved in less than 4 months and then she measured Rozana's growing!!! Even her doctor was surprised of her fast improvements just by breastfeeding and gave me some vitamins to be able to satisfy her hunger next months.
... And here are her measures at the age of 2 months and 20 days:
Head Area = 42cm , Weight = 6.2kg , Height = 65 cm
Congratulation Rozana and try to be as energy broadcasting as these days. Kiss you.

Rozana at North

This is me at north of Iran. At first it was so hard for me sitting in my car sit for at least 4 hours and just trying to sleep but when we reached there I found the beauties of nature and enjoyed being in the travel. I didn't found the sound of sea waves interesting so I was only crying beside the sea. My parents didn't understand it the first day and were just trying to calm me by other tools but fortunately at the second day my daddy guessed the reason of my cryings beside the sea and tried not put me there anymore. But I liked jungle very much and above all I liked the warm weather of there. I put on my nice cloths bought by Atijoon which I weren't able to wear in cold weather of Darabad. It was a nice feeling wearing light cloths... and everybody in the hotel were looking at me. I don't know if they hadn't seen any baby since now?!!! Some of them even were saying I'm nice and gorges and I was only looking at them and smiling because they haven't seen me while crying :D
Generally it was a good trip because I was all day with my parents especially daddy who is always late at home and tired. We exercised speakings a lot and now I can say some words in my own language :D
Hope be with all of you again in North. Have good times. Rozana

Travelling

We are going to travel and will be back with lots of news and photos from First Rozana's travel on Saturday.
I hope everything goes well and all of us enjoy this trip. Bye till Saturday.

Be Careful,I'm Looking At You ...

Rozana's Guests

Yesterday Rozana had some guests,actually they weren't some but a lot. All of them had come to visit her so hugged her and gave her kisses. At first she was in good mood and pleased them by her nice smile ,but just after getting their hugs then she became angry and start nagging and then crying. After 15 minutes it was some how impossible for me to calm her so started feeding her. Her uncalmness made them leave us very soon and after their leaving she became very smiley again :D But it was funny for me that her arms smell some perfume, her head smells something else and her hands something else. All their perfumes had some foot prints on her. It was funny but I think the main reason of her uncomfortablenes.
Be careful to not touch an infant while you've wear perfumes!!!

To My Friend

I tried to send you the positive energy, now it depends on you to get it or waste it. Sometimes we are responsible for the bad things happens to us and most of the times we can change the situation if we want. The humans abilities are more than estimations, try to believe yourself !!!!!!!!