Scared

What a nice little lamb!!! Who has frightened this angel?!!! Be careful, she is so fragile ;)

P.S. I'm now wondering why in her crying moments I was looking for the camera? ( Taking these nice crying moments worth these blames,what do you think?)

Back To Work

7 mounths are passed... as fast as a wind & as sweet as a dream & as memorable as a birthday event.
I've come back to work from Saturday, it seems alittle bit difficult from the first glance but when we started the procedure of waking up rozana and bringing her to my mama's house in the early morning and then the first day passed ,everything seemed easier. She wakes up with us in the early morning,feed her milk, washed and then go there. Excatly when she reaches goes to sleep and wakes up around 10, then playing up to lunch time ...and I'm home about13:30. Up to here all the things were good and I think she didn't feel any trouble because she likes going there and they all cherish her very well.

...and about work, I confess that I'd missed all the collegues ,some of them alot and some less. The feeling of being useful not only for rozana but for myself too, was a kind of self-satisfaction which i found on the first day.
Lunch with dear Fattaneh was a good start of new days and also reminder of past nice memories. Although lots of changes has happened at work, our boss changed, some of positions were changed and one of my best friends left PB, but I think these changes are making our memories so we should look positivly to the new changes.
Welcome back Somi to work and thank you all kind friends who never let me feel tired and useless during these 7 mounths.

Rozana, 6 Months Old

This is Rozana with her first Valentine's gift by her parents. It was interesting for me that I was writing in my weblog for almost 4 years that we should celebrate the Iraninan Love day(Sepandar MAzgan) instead of the foreigner but when I was in the shopping center and saw those nice mices, I couldn't resist in buying them!!!!!! Maybe some day when Rozana is getting lots of gifts in such a day ,she reminds her first gift by us.

...and my daughter is 6 months old now. She had her third doze of vaccines yesterday and now is asleep out of the flue,but generally she is good.

Weight= 9.050kg , Height= 72cm , Head Area= 46cm

Librarian

A librarian means someone who takes care of books or who lends them to readers or who just sits in the library and gaze at you? !!!!!!! :D This is what a librarian means in Rozana's world.

Sometimes it looks impossible for me to write about her here. I feel I'm not able to express my feelings completely and it'll make a gap while reading these lines in the future. But from the other hand I say to myself that I should write to save even these shortened feelings instead of missing them in shying relations:
She is veryyyyyyyy nice( enough 4 explaining?!!!). She doesn't cry without reasons and only laugh when looking back at me or her daddy. She likes us making strange sounds with our lips and during those moments just laugh loudly. She like playing with tough nylons which have loud noise while moving, I think those nylons are even better than her own toys. She loves eating her food, in spite of other mothers who doesn't like feeding their children because they don't eat anything, I really enjoy the moments of feeding her,she opens her mouth with a nice smile and sends her tiny tongue out of her mouth for swelling the food and then eats water as much as she can. I really enjoy feeding her. She is trying to turn but not able doing it lonely, somehow lazy in this case.
she does lots of other lovely jobs which can't be written in these limited lines. I can just pray for those ones who are waiting for a child to get their angels in their arms as soon as possible and then feel what I'm saying.

Dawn Or Dusk?

What do you think?Is it a picture of a dawn or a dusk? ...
No matter what it is, but it's beautiful.

Rozana, Turning

What a though job for those who are overweighted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Better

I like to write about everything rushes into my mind in my weblog. It's somehow the reason of my writings, an expression of the feelings while you can't find any listener. So yesterday post was the same, I really felt better after that!!!

Today Rozana got two nice new knitted cloths. If a stranger looks at them maybe will see nothing except 2 ordinary cloths but because they were hand-made, I know how precious they are. Those nodes are the love feelings of the knitter which have been gathered in these nice pieces, thank you very much ;)

Sad

Sometimes you feel you are so much alone in this big world, even those ones who were always available for cherishing you don't understand you any more. These days I need some one to talk,everything is getting so much boring and in some cases intolerable and I'm just sitting and not doing something for improvements.
Somehow I feel everyone are thinking about themselves, I'm just there for completing their life puzzle as a piece which is needed for just completing ,nothing more.
When I see people only reminds me in their problems and then as easy as drinking a glass of water forget everything I become angry and of course it's not good for Rozana, then I try to compress this feeling which makes everything worse than before. This is a bad cycle which might ruin everything........

Kindness

Sometimes reading the comments of my readers is very funny, yesterday I laughed and laughed for two of those comments for the post of Hands... and Losing Papers.

Going to the class in this snowy weather in the morning was really impossible if my mother hadn't come for taking care of Rozana in my house. It's so weired, they should take care of us until we become adult and then when it's their resting time our demands are just growing ,when we look back all their life has been passed just for us without any consideration to themselves. It's the miracle of being a parent especially a mother!!! I should learn lots of things now, I should do these jobs some day for my beloved Rozana... I should wait.

In The Kitchen

Yes, Gradually she is growing, but we are not getting old. It's like a stop point in our aging period which has made us very younger and energetic than before.