Rozana In Mashad

She had another Birthday party there, although we didn't find any time to visit ImamReza's shrine!!!!!!!!
Mashad weather was so hot, so Every afternoon we put a big bowl full of warm water in my grandma's yard and then Rozana played in it for about 1 hour. I'm sure it was one of the best parts of her trip.
We went with airplane, before and after the flight was alittle bit hard because she only wants to walk and I should go wherever she likes with a big suitcase but during the flight she slept and gave me some rest too.
I don't know when I'll be able to go there again but hope as soon as possible.

Teeth

We went to travel in last 4 days, it was an unmanaged one and I was afraid if Rozana become ill, but thanks kind God that everything went OK.
We were in Astara, Sarein and Tabriz. It was the first time I visited Tabriz and a very good experience. I'll publish the photos after a week while we come back from Mashad( WE are going there tomorrow and will stay for 6 days). Although Mehrdad and I had argument today morning but I should confess that I'll miss him ;) !!!!!
Anyhow, a good memory of this trip was looking at 2 nice and sharp teeth of Rozana on her upper part of the mouth. I was waiting for the lower part so it was a complete surprise. Now I'm sure that she has got enough D Vitamin.

Maybe I won't be able to write these days, so till then bye.

Birthday

These are her last night Birthday party photos. She was very good, no cryings, no naggings, no sleeping, only playing and laughing. Really I enjoyed ,the only missing part was my brothers and his wife absence which I can never get used to . In the middle of the party and at the end I was thinking about them.


It's turning to a custome to write about the day of last year in the children's blogs in their 1st birthday. So I'm writing, see how much I remember:
It's better to start from the previous day of Rozana's birthday. It was Friday. In the week before we had changed our house and still there were some things missing so in the morning Mehrdad and I went to Bazaar and bought a washing machine . We were in the returning was while Fattaneh rang. She talked for calming me and told about her experiences, even she was surprised that I was in Bazzar. I came my mama's home at about 2PM, ate lunch as much as I want with lots of lemon juice and olive oil (those ones who had sezarian knows why I should eat them). After lunch some of my other friends called, they were trying to calm me and now I see they were successful. Attie jun was in Iran and came to our house. she wants to come the next day. Anyhow, at least after 9 months and 6 days waiting, after 42 weeks of writing posts in the blog, after those sweet moments of hearing about my pregnancy ,hearing about her gender, feeling her first movement, looking at her sonography pictures and lots more , it was 5 AM 24th of August 2007. We was in the hospital at 6 and my preparation lasts for 90 minutes. I went and hugged my mama and Atti joon, for being honest at that moment I was thinking what will happen if I don't become conscious again. Then I talked in the camera which was in the surgery room and after that I don't remember anything, from that moment all my memories has changed to those frames which are showing me the moment of Rozana's birthday (8AM), her hurry in crying, her lovely figure when she was away from me and then ... little by little I was able hearing voices, first of all my mama's who were saying I had a very nice and healthy girl. So it was a girl, thanks God (up to the last moment I wasn't sure about it), then ... pains came. I was feeling my stomach is open and if I move all my organs will be throne away. even I was putting my hands on my belly for prevention!!! I went to my room, it was very tiny and hot ,I was thinking about her ... not remembering clearly .. suddenly a nurse brought a bunch of white cloth , put it beside me and said look, she is your daughter!!!!! Really I can't write about this moment. It was the result of all those pain tolerance ,it was my gift. after that they put her for feeding, she started quickly and made me damn happy. Then my mama changed my room and then some relatives and friends came for visiting.



Even now after 1 year I feel crying reviewing her birthday memories.

Happy Birthday my dear rozana, Happy Birthday my sweet little princess.

Birthday Gift

These are my gifts for Rozana's birthday, a brief review of last year which was very significant in my mind. You can see her improvements in these tiny pictures. I'll write about last year and also put her party pictures in the next post.
Thank you all kind friends for congratulation.

Preparation

We are preparing for Rozana's birthday party which will be held on next Saturday. actually it's 1 week sooner than her real day but because rozana and I are going to Mashad on that date I'm going to hold ceremony 1 week sooner.
It's not the first birthday party going in our home( from the start of our common life every year Mehrdad and I had our own parties) but it's the first one which I'm preparing 1 week sooner and am happy of having it.
Two days ago I brought Rozana to Photography laboratory and took some portrait pictures of her. Even now when I remember how much tricks I used to make her laughing in that hot and tiny place I feel tired but now when I look at her pictures I see it worth that much efforts. This is one of those photos.

Olympic 2008

These days in all the TV channels and also newspapers you are hearing about 2008 Olympic games which is held in China. I don't want talking about it but only nagging about Iran representatives.
Yesterday we were watching the beginning ceremony, lots of athletes from more than 100 countries were coming in the monitor with smiley faces and shaking hands for the world. They were all happy and young. Then monitors show the president or the sport responsible of their country. Lots of presidents were there, US, Denmark, Afghanistan, Israel, ....
After 1 hour waiting for Iranians at last they came. Ohhhhhhh, their cloths were awful, very bad green color for suits and women dress!!!! I don't know what symbol was this color!!! ...and our athletes, they were not very tidy and also not very happy. They were moving hands slightly (maybe scared of being blamed in the future for showing a happy face). Then it was the turn of showing face of president... no one were there, ...the next country came. Even that Italian man (I was watching from an Italian channel) didn't talk anything about us on the contrary of other ones which even shows the place of the country on the world map and talk about the hopes of gold medals... OOpps what shit has done this damn Ahmadinejhad which even nobody look at us in Olympic.
I was angry and changed the channel to Iran .... oh even our national TV wasn't showing the festival lively!!! I became angry and went out with Rozana.

In Niavaran Park ,Twins & Cat

Rozana's Friends

Yesterday I was doing housework while the door bell ranged. I wasn't waiting for anyone so I guessed it could be a beggar and didn't answered. Again it ranged and made me open the door. I saw two little nice girls ,dressed in pink Barbie T-shirt and Pants ,holding their dolls and waiting for me. They said we have come to play with Rozana!!!!!!!!! It was the first time I have Rozana's guests. That moment was very significant in my mind. They didn't understand my feeling, just came and went into her room. I brought Rozana there and put some toys and Legos for playing and also brought some biscuits to eat. Rozana was very very happy and only laughing and trying to play with those toys which were ordinary before and I was only enjoying from the feeling of having a girl who has friends coming for playing... Even now I'm sensing that much pleasure of visiting those little girls in with my skin.

Google Trends

Yesterday I found that you can see the compression of the searchers of a specific word in Google Trends. It even shows you the details of that country domain by name of it's cities.
For my curiosity I searched 'sex' and 'sexy girls', the results were noticeable. For both words Iran was in the top ten,even for the second one we were in the 5th position. Remember that we have a very strong filtering software which never let us open a link directly using these types of words in address bar and also we are Moslims.

I don't understand why most of these top ten countries are Moslims?!!!!!! Maybe we are falling from another side of the roof unwantedly.( It's a verbal shows that you should keep equilibrium in order to be a healthy one.)

New cloth

Rozana in her new cloths sewed by my mother. Maybe she is not an engineer but she is a good one ( better to say a perfect one) in her career. Thank you.