Happy Before Eid

Sometimes you have been waited for hearing a good news. In this cases times pass as slow as a turtose . But when you hear that news the hard moments of waiting will be over. Today I heard my good news for almost my whole life. Now I'm sure that my kind God will hear me whenever I call him. This news before Ghorban Eid was really a wonderful gift.
In these moments the order of your around people who hear that news is the symbol of their closeness to you.For me that close friend was available as usual and really make me think about being more happy. Thank you "The poet of Rain".

About Yesterday Post

To all kind readers:
It was not the first but the LAST time I described who I meant in my blog. Next time if you doubt who I'm talking please first think about whoever you like then write your comments here, I won't answer anyone out of blog. And if you can't put up with this rule please don't read it any more. I'm perfectly serious.

These Men ...

What is your feeling about someone who is only finding your faults?!!! If it happen once or twice I can assume it as a friendly guidance but if it happen always then even his kind sayings wouldn't have their affect and I try to cut off the discussion as soon as possible. Or more, if he continues then I'll do the same to. So don't blame me if I'm sometimes bitter ,it's exactly the reflection of your behavior.
And something more, lots of men like women who are only obeying . In their views those women shouldn't criticize them or say their faults or even if they shout then they are not good women any more. I'm talking to those men: You are trying to change them as you wish ,but be sure that you must bear them in their own way and can't be successful very much. So try to put up with them or go somewhere else to not see them any more.( Really these men who want changing women blow me up!!!)

A Story

Once up on a time ,there was a king who was visiting his castle. He come across to a chef who he could tell by his face expressions that he has a life full of joy and prosperity. He asked him the routine of his life and he answered :"I work everyday to earn some money and afford my wife and daughter the least living nessacities . We are very happy and always thanking God."
The king manager said that we should enter him in the club of 99's, then he would change. This club was a new one for the king so he accepted to see the result. Next morning there was a bag including 99 gold coins at chef's workplace. He bring it surprisingly and went home. Then he count them and it was only 99 but not 100. He told himself he would work until earning the last coin. So from the next morning he go to work sooner and come back later and just wondering about ways of earning more money. Their joyful life was ruined totally.

The chef of my story is the symbol of those greedy people who never understand that they are spending all life times for earning money and for future easy lifes and when they come to it's so late.

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Happy New Year for all Christians!!!
(This photo was taken last year in Kish Island)

Yalda

Tonight is Yalda again... I was reading my last year post about it,very soon one year passed and again its repeating tonight.
I won't say what should we do at this year(if you don't know you can check my posts in December 2005) ,but this year I have a problem.
Its 4 years from Mehrdad and I marriage. The first Yalda night his parents and he came to our home and gave their gifts. Actually its a custom to give the new bride of the family some presents . The 2nd and 3rd years we went to my parents home and celebrated it with them and now its his parents turn.
I know they are very kind and visiting his parents and brothers and sister is a good incident but I'll think about my parents all night...
We are 3 children in our family and now my parents at very soon olding ages are alone. what would be the result of we new generations who want only have 1 or at most 2 children!!!!!!!!

Bisexual

Asian 2006 games finished last week but the news are still coming.In one of the last news I heard that one Indian Woman Athletes who has got the silver medal in the running competitions has cheated the committee and hided his sex. He participated in the women league while he was male and after the complaints of the other participants when referees took his test they found the truth!!! Now he should give his medal back and banned from participating in any further national games. What actions people do to give those medals!!!!

Late At Night

Last night Mehrdad came home very late, I think it was about 2AM!!! Don't ask me about the reason but guess what he had done in his work place which forced him to stay that much long, but again our story repeated. He didn't have the key as usual and I was asleep and he kept on ringing the bell ,when I opened the door after 15 minutes at least, his face was really funny.
I don't know what more should I do to learn him to keep his keys always with himself!!!

Fatness

We have a fat friend,she is 40 years old and she is about 190kg. When she got married she wasn't that much fat but now... Her husband is a tall thin kind and gentleman which never express his feelings about her shape.
2 days ago she felt down in her room and because she is very fat she wasn't even able to stand up again. His husband phoned us, we went and after 30 minutes put her on the bed.The feeling of visiting her in that conditions was a great anguish. For even her bare necessities ,she needs someones abet. Now my mom said that his husband have asked ambulance to come and bring her to hospital to take more care of her. I know she is healthy but his husband weren't able to do so.
She needs an assert decision to reduce her weight otherwise she will stay much more days in the hospitals.

Schools Holidays

Today morning when I was going to work I noticed that all the avenues are too ambiguous free, no rush hour and no traffic jam. A woman in the bus said that all the schools are off as a result of yesterday's election. As far as I remember at that ice age when we go to school, even if it was as cold as freezer we should go and never any these unmanaged off happened but now...
In the schools children learn taking responsibilities in the future society . Now when the directors don't have any such feeling then what would you expect them in future?!!!

Vow

Do you know the meaning of vow? We, God creatures remember him when we are in big troubles. But there is a good way of this reminding for me, whenever I face a serious problem I vow to do some good jobs(like donating money or helping abject people) in order to thank him for not forgetting us again. It brings me calm and satisfaction.
These days Mehrdad and I have some bad problems, they should be solve otherwise Idon't know what will happen but I'm sure again our vows will work and we together will come over them. Our demands from God are always so abruptly but he will answer them in the right moment. Maybe we should wait for that moment...

Footbal- Internet- English Classes

last night Iran & Qatar football teams played in the Asian 2006 Games. In spite of all predictions Arabs played very adroitly and agile and they had the most fair play in their history and of course Iran loses the game 2-0 .If the result was something else then we were shocked but now everything is as normal and mess as before.

In my workplace something ridiculous has happened. Only for the engineers using of internet is banned!!!!!!! Now just think about the logic of the man who has decided it but he will never understand while we ourselves are supplying rest of the employers so we will find our ways in using unlimited internet which is not registered in any log server. :D

... And at last, my mother has started learning English again. She can talk in average but her writing is awful. Now she has asked her teacher only learn her talking and reading but not writing !!! It was so funny for me when I heard it. How is it possible?!

Naggings

The feeling of being useless for me is not tolerable at all, I prefer either not to be somewhere or if I am I should be useful.Yesterday I didn't do any job although I was at work place. It means that 8 hours at least and no improvements.
When I reached home, for the first time I got a very bad headache which didn't alleviated with tea and coffee. I decided to be useful the next day but again same problems exists. Time is passing and will make us forget these bad moments, but my decision in making my own feeling better still exists.

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Statue prices in Kish island

Mixed

Are your family members your friends or your friends as your family members?!!! Of course both are possible, but the reverse is different. Your family members are always there, you can decrease your relation but you can never cut it off, but your friends are always there because you want that ,so the relations are much more pure. Do you agree?

Election

Do you remember May 1997? In that time 2 men were working for the 7th presidential election in Iran. All the governmental resources were with one of them and most of people liked the other one. After counting the votes the difference was so noticeable so dispersed cheatings never became remarkable.
As it's said, after that election our people started practicing democracy in their society. For them who always have been laid on the oil benefits and interference of religion and politics are inevitable it was a big experience. I'm not writing about that time and its own problems because it's 8 years in our history.
After the time of Mr. Khatami, again people went to vote for their most powerful man in the governmental hierarchy. But something strange happened. Our intellectuals who are most living abroad and even lots of local ones banned participation in the election. They said we don't trust to the system and never think that our votes are choosing the president. I think they forget that each person has 1 vote, no matter if he is illiterate or educated.
We saw the result. Our current president has only 3 million votes behind, but he is here now. He started learning ruling the country and up to the time that he becomes educated all the people are paying its cost.
Now, next week we have another election. I know most of people haven't found that enthusiasm to participate and its priority is less than the other ones. But I have my own theory , accept it or deny; while we are living in Iran so we should vote ,when the amount of the votes increase then they can't ignore them and now it's better to participate in the election to EXERSISE for choosing another president in 3 years.

Photos

Today is the birthday of a friend. Last year we went to their home and give them gifts and celebrate and eat cake but ... I had my camera and because theirs were not working properly I took the photos and then promise to print their pictures as soon as possible.
Now 1 year is passed and those photos are still in my computer. Really hearing that today is again his birthday was amazing. It seems just a blink of an eye for me while 1 year is passed.
Beside all these sayings help me to find a way and give them photos. It should be funny to see photos af your birthday but for last year.

Mr. Mayor

There is a Persian proverb which says:" When a fool through a stone in a pit, then even 10 wise man can't put it out." Yesterday in my work place exactly something similar happened. But unfortunately this time no one even cares to prevent further damages. I'm sure some thing worse will happen again...

Next election is going to be held in 14 days. I want to write much more about this election but not today. Just it's interesting to mention that the current mayor of Tehran who is directly responsible for severe traffic jam after the snow is increasing his popularity according to the latest rates. The more I think , The less I result. I should remember my friend's quotes:" According to their individual benefits ,it's to rational and the others are not important...."
imagine you have been stacked in that traffic with no way out and the temperature is going down , you are getting hungry and thirsty or even worse; your kids are nagging... then how you will accept to vote for the man who occasioned it!!!

Cold Wether

First snow in Tehran is seen!!! This pure white color with it's meaning of having clean weather, delicious fruit in summer and maybe schools holidays for the kids is a source of hope and energy, do you agree? How wonderful is being the symbol of lots of good things just by appearance !!!

But this snow result in some difficulties too. In immediate morning everywhere is covered with a thin ice layer ,make walking hard and finding taxi even harder. Being careful to not catch cold and not having broken bones could be a though project.

You find a title plz :D

Tehran weather is getting polluted again. One of the symptoms could be an abnormal tiredness which is now obviously seen in the face of all citizens. For this circumstances there are some solutions, try to do them to enjoy nice moments of your life better.

If you are living in Iran and have a mobile phone number, you can send 500 free SMS via web to your friends by visiting www.sms2him.com , I haven't tried it yet but it sounds interesting.

A persian proverb says: " If God close a door (out of his wisdom), he will open another door(out of his kindness)." I think it's happening for me during these days. Thank God.

Wooooooowwwwwww

I told you I will make this friendship again. It wasn't ruined at all but it's better than ever now .
The feeling of self-satisfaction is very great!

So Sad

Sometimes something so ordinary could have a certain role in your life. it's a fact that we never thank God for the things we have , we only comment him for the things we don't have but when we lose those ordinary things then its value becomes noticeable.
For 3 years I was working with a man who is not only my colleague but some how my best friend. All these days our tables were beside each other, everyday 8 hours at least. I'm sure only if you have this experience then you will find what I say. From the first morning by the way of his saying hello, I was able to recognize his mood and trying to make his thought better. The reverse was true also. Lots of days when I was angry from something else and maybe don't talk him politely; he understood me and never complaint.
Now for some official changes our rooms are separated. It's not the first time. Last year when he went to Australia I had same feeling but he came back and again the sweet environment of working started. But this time is different. Now I should get used to the new situation, maybe it's his right to not see my face everyday and I shouldn't emphasize any more. Maybe … whatever the problem is , I can never forget my friend, I will stay as long as he needs but I will start that friendship again. I swear to do so.

Another Expensive Film

It's a fact that in all countries the personal films of famous people are so popular that makes those people pay lots of money to stop publishing them.
While the story of that Iranian actress is still talked everywhere and lots of people are tracing her court, same story is happening in USA but this one is more more interesting.
In this case Britney Spears and Kevin Federline are getting divorced. Kevin wants getting better cases in divorce contract so he had threatened Britney that if she refuses his demands then he will publish their film taken 2 years ago in their honey moon, he also wants 30milion $ to not do so, and even its said that Kevin is offered 50milion $ to give that film to a site to be first published by there…. And the end of this story, Britney has announced that she is ready to give that film to the sites free :D

ُSilence

"Sometimes you feel that your silence is better than anything else, because when you talk someone or just need him/her to listen to you and at least pretend to understand you, she is maybe so tired or busy that can't be a good listener. Or in the other hand , you will see some behaviors from your friend that makes you angry , you start advising her to be better , but maybe she doesn't like it, so be silent …."

To that friend: This friendship is so precious that allows us to demand more than others from each other. Otherwise there would be no difference between a close friend and a nagging college which is sited beside you and unintentionally is doing some acts that you don't like. You can never ask her to make her mobile silent or … because she won't understand. Up to now I think this case is so different about my close friends, but if you think so I will change my mind about you. ... Maybe being silent is better ...

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Details of a pine tree by Canon powershot A-30 camera.

Hey Women

I checked the statistics of today blog readers. 15 people have visited the site and I think more than half of them are women. But why none of them commented about the offensive sentence that shows women as the symbol of Satan in the previous posts?!!!!
My feminism is giggling me to comment about the last post. It's not fair at all :D Women are the symbols of wisdom and beauty not ... Do you agree?

Spring,Summer,Fall,Winter and again Spring

Last night I watched a Korean film named " Spring ,Summer ,Fall , Winter and again Spring" . It was showing the different periods of a human life in the shape of four seasons. The symbol of human was a Buddhism priest which was leaving lonely in a floating house in the middle of a lake. Around this lake were high mountains which can express the difference of the seasons very well.
This man was a great professor in controlling his soul and had a 5 year old student. In these 4 seasons this student grown up and then in winter he lost his professor and became a professional man by himself and started adapting a 5 year old child again.
It wants to say that this cycle is repeating times and again in the human's life, somehow they should experience all the problems to admit the eldest advices.
In summer a sick lady came to that house and after the prayers of the old man she became healthy, but when she left them, young student felt that he is in love with him and left the house to her. But she refused his love and he killed her. This season was the encounter of young student with the wild outside environment and that girl played the role of Satan for his pure soul and changed all the rest of his life. Although at the end of the story he again found that purism but never could forget her story.

In all this film, 30 sentences were talked between the players and the rest was only calm bringing music. I really advice you to watch this film. Not because we don't believe in reincarnation in Islam but because its showing the nice legends of life due to the believes of far east people.

New Bloggers

There are lots of my friends who started blogging after seeing the other blogs. At first days or months they continue very energically and ask others to comment their writings, but gradually when the number of visitors reduces or when there is not any new subject for writing they start forgetting about their blogs. It's happening a lot. Even for myself its true lots of times.
The thing which pushes me to write again after some days is the type of my blog. It's not a news agency or even a literature reference; it's just my diary and a reminder for future to show how I think before. So it lets me to write anything I want without thinking of not making the shape different.
You new bloggers, welcome to the nice world of bloggings!!!

Check Your Money

Yesterday I spent all money in my wallet. My estimations were right, at night Mehrdad would be home and I would charge my purse. I remind my self times and again to not forget getting money from him.
I was supposed to send a package to a friend, so I called the postman to come and get the parcel. When I wanted to pay his money …. The situation was very bad. I asked that man to get money from my friend and I even didn't dare to tell my friend about the mistake.
Now I'm sure she has got the parcel and has paid the money, but I'm just thinking about the next time I see him what should I do.

Mom In Home

After my grandma sickness my mom went Mashhad to take more care of her. This trip last more than 1 month. This is not her first long trip so although I missed her a lot but it wasn't very hard. Now I'm able to cook my dishes and spend free times without her. Even I'm able to imagine hearing her voice in the phone is the same as sitting beside her. And now I'm able to control myself while Mehrdad is laughing me when I'm thinking about her.
Don't blame me. I'm not spoiled, everyone has this kind of feelings but maybe because I don't have any sister it's worsened. Any how, I'm happy of her come back :)

Yahoo Time Capsule

Have you heard about Yahoo Time Capsule service? Did you participate in this project?
For 30 days, from October 10 until November 8, Yahoo allowed her users to share their files, videos, photos, etc in a database which is going to be used 20 years later. Actually the purpose of such project is studying the ideas of people who were living 20 years ago. Now all the data which is sent from all over the world is saved in a safe historical data base and won't be opened in any situation till that time.
Of course this is not a big job but the general idea had a good advertisement for Yahoo and after the announcement the exchange rates went up. These brand new ideas will make a company like Yahoo and lack of them will produce somewhere such as my workplace.

From Everywhere

These days I didn't have access to my site, I tried keeping the ideas in a word file. You can read them as following:

Death penalty for Saddam Hussein, the title of this news is funny, isn't it? It was as crystal as day that a murderer like him won't be rewarded more than this. Cries for those poor ones who were killed by his madness.

The reason of this filtering is really funny. As I read in one news site, the annual expiration time of that German filtering software was finished. Because DCI(Data Communication of Iran) doesn't want to stop filtering and doesn't want to pay more money either, so they decided to start filtering banned files manually. Actually they changed that smart software with a man who is sited at the gateway and checking URL's. Just imagine the picture. I think it's really foolish. So naturally lots of clean sites where closed.

The wife of my uncle wants to go Malaysia to visit his brother who had come from USA, but she was late and missed the plane :D hearing this news was very humiliating. How careless someone could be!!!

Happy

A good morning.Damn filtering is working properly. I'll write more.

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Sunset in Hafiz Tomb, Shiraz

Illegal Films

For some years a bad habit is increasing in Iran and those ones who intentionally or unintentionally help to this wave never look back at their moral sense and judge themselves. I'm talking about stealing people's personal films in birthdays or weddings or … and then because the attendance is a popular one, selling it in illegal ways . The worse thing of this action is the enthusiasm of people to buy these films.
Yesterday in the news we read about committing suicide of an actress who was suffering from spreading her film everywhere.
I don't know how much this news is based on true information , but whatever she did no one at no position should punish her because of her individual actions .This work is not called making a correct society but its called interfering in others nose.

Cuba Leader

Yesterday in the news images of Mr. Fidel Castro, the great leader of Cuba, were spread everywhere showing him in a live TV show. This show ends all the rumors of his dead which were spread in recent 40 days because he hasn't appeared anywhere.
It was interesting that because he knows his people won't believe this live show, so he read the head title of yesterday newspaper in a loud voice to prove that this is real.
But I don't understand one thing. While he is 80 year old and has been rolling Cuba for more than 40 years, why he should prove that he is alive?!!! Of course after this much time it's so probable that he dies but why he thinks by his absence everything will ruin. He is expecting more than he deserves, like a dictator.

SMS News

In a close society like Iran, it's so hard to express yourself. If the civilians are clever then they will find lots of spare ways to say their ideas and I think Iranians are one of the cleverest ones.
One of those spare ways in Iran is using SMS. This unknown service of 10 years ago now is one of the most essential features of Mobile phones. Iran communication network had a new record of 38 million messages for Fetr Eid which is really noticeable.
Beside the ordinary messages, jokes which are sent in certain period directly show the opinions. Nowadays these jokes are most around the foolish decisions of this inexperienced president. The humiliating sense of these jokes shows how smart the creators are. Here is 1 of them for those who are not living in Iran:
(This joke was spread after the unmanaged vacations after Fetr by president) according to last announcements of presidential office, because all the week days are between two Fridays (public holiday in Iran) so from now everyday is vacation in Iran!!!

Fetr Vacations

Surprisingly, this year after Fetr Eid we had 3 days unwanted vacations. Because this holiday wasn't announced before so lots of the benefits have been decreased. I even know some one who was in bad need of cash money but all the banks were closed and he faced into troubles.
Mehrdad and I were in Tehran and just enjoying the holidays, at first Mehrdad caught cold and slept for 2 days and then I caught cold and again slept for 2 days, but with a tiny difference when he went to doctor he ordered 3 ampoules for him :D but I just tried his tablets and no ampoule.

Where Is Moon?

The discussions of seeing moon in the sky (for finding the Fetr day) just before end of Ramadan are really interesting for me. Every year this subjects reviews, everybody talks about the new technologies which are able to predict the route of stars in next 10000000 years, even this technology is able to send messages for other planet creatures, but they should see the moon with their own unarmed eyes to believe that they are allowed to eat food.
Year by year this subject turns more humiliating and nobody tries to make it better. while we have our own solar exact calendar ,this doubts in the lunar calendar is making the religion as a lime joke!!!

Grandma Is Sick

Today we heard that my grandmother is sick and she is resting in hospital. My mom went to Mashhad to visit her. I hope she become as healthy as before again but her disease makes me thinking about sweet memories of being with her in the childhood…
I remember those days always before going to her house my mother advices Yaser and I not to be impolite and make a lot of noises, we promise and promise. But as soon as we reach there we forget all the promises and starting to play in her garden and making lots of noise, running all over the house …. Always my mom wants to punish us but she never dares to do it in front of my grandma. She was always our safe guard in front of that cruel mom which stops our playing, and then we grow up, and grow up till now which we are married and have our business but she is always there in that nice house to cook us our favorite meals and enjoy our improvements. She is always there to talk us about the hard days of her youngness era and advising us to thank God that we are not living in those hard times. She is always there to tell us stories about my mom and uncles childhood to remind them that they have been as unexperieneced as us and shouldn't order us very much. And finally she is always there to prove that there is some kindness in this damn world…
I'm praying for her health … please listen Mr God. She is so precious.

Close Friends

The time you pay for a friend or in the other words the friendship period is the credit of it. As much time you pay, as valuable this relationship becomes.
I think it’s the reason of my father saying which always says never rely on your new friends. They should pass lots of tests to become your close friends , they should pass lots of times to prove that they deserve becoming your friend, yes he is right like all before.

A Letter 2 Future

A friend introduced me a site which is interesting. By going to this site you can write an email for yourself but you will get it next year exactly at your sending day. She said now when she looks at her situation and her wishes in last year , she founds that how much improvement she has in her life.
I wrote my letter and willing to read it next year (if I was alive). Try it now. I think reading it will be a good memory for your next day, and don't lie, write whatever is making your mind busy these days. Here is the site:
http://www.futureme.org/index.php

US War Ship In The Way

Today all the news agencies have written about the U.S nuclear war ship movement to Iran southern borders. This war ship is carrying lots of airplanes which are used for bombing. They said they've targeted the nuclear sites of Iran, and another gigantic war ship is in the way. These ships will reach about 20 October and then US will decide to start the war or not.
I know in most of the cases these movements are just for advertising the headers request but who will be responsible for this probable attack?
The supreme leader of Iran said number of participants in coming election will show the popularity of government and they can estimate the number of attendance of that war.
Before every election he says the same but this time he is going to pay the cost by people's lives. Who cares!!!

Parsian Under Control

If you are living in Iran, I'm sure you have heard about Parsian Bank. It's an individual new born bank which is not under the control of government. I always like going there and use my account. From the first years the polite way of answering the customers and the good rates of benefit they gave at the end of each month was significant. I think they force other banks to improve their level of working.
Now, Central bank has changed the director manager and is trying to reduce the improvement speed of Parsian. Newspapers said they have been frightened of having a big economic obstacle against government.
It's just another regret of living in this country, but I sigh about Parsian because it’s the first bank which is trying to have the nest E-banking services. Although till now this services are only E-Banking purchase, but still this effort in this infant electronic country is adorable.
Let see who is the next target of this … government.

Energy Sources

Have you ever felt that there is someone who needs your positive energy and your probable denial will cause bad lost? I'm sure everyone have been in such position, even sometimes we are demanding that energy from our family members or friends. It's obviously a mutual relationship. Both of you will feel the demand and will answer to the request.
Never, ever ignore this feeling. Always remember that your careless will result in not good conclusions.



P.S. Sometimes running of the situation you have made is the best way of solving that problem in that moment. Think about it. ;)

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A flower for you nice readers.

Junk War

Have you read that secret letter by Khomeini which is published by Hashemi?
These days lots of lines where said about it,even some people wondered about the trueness of it. But the most significant part of it was that tiny confess about the useless of making a war long and longer.
Each war has its own damages and if it doesn’t end in a limited time the cost will increase in a rapid way.
We all paid that cost, those who lost a dear boy or husband or father and the rest who just paid it by the oil money.
Nowadays no country will accept to be in a long war. The last Lebanon –Israel war is considered as a long and useless war which could be ended sooner(it ends in 30 days).
How on earth my country defends for its leaders thought for 8 years?!!!

Ramadan Movies

I don't know the reason of showing lots of films and series exactly after Eftar time in Arabian countries and Iran too?!!!
I think they are managing the best time of people in Ramadan by these not necessary things. Before Eftar you don't have enough energy to do your works and after Eftar you don't find any free time if you or one of your family members are following the rule.
I don't like this time managing which is forced by TV. I know that we should take the control of our life but still wondering about the reason of not having any noticeable movie to watch all the year and suddenly lots of them in 1 month.
P.S. I don't find any time to clean my house :((

The Pilot Novelist

Have you read Le Petit Prince? Do you know who the author is?
These days I'm reading a book about the biography of Antowan De Saint Exopery. He was living at the invention time of airplane, and he was a skillful pilot.
His experience as a pilot is shown at the first chapter of the book and then each person who is in the way of Little Prince, is the history of one of his own experiences.
I love the chapter of meeting fox. But still I have time to find the biography of it. His story was very tangible. Even now lots of us who know it was just a story are searching for Little Prince in the sky.
And also this book is the history of using airplanes as a transport vehicle. Their efforts of reducing fly time and making it safer is interesting.
Just take a look if you had time. It worth reading!

No Title

When we are in Ramadan, we shouldn't tell lies. I'm trying but believe me it's really impossible.
…something else, a few days ago I gave a blood test which is done every year. But this time I tested about HIV too. Although I'm sure that I didn't have any wrong attempts, but I was really frightened. Even the test is fright-bringing; imagine how hard it is for the patients.

P.S. Accidentally I found that today is the international day of deaf people!!!

My Deaf Friend

Mr.X who is the hero of my story is deaf. Because his parents were cousins so their first child became paralyzed and they decided to not have any more children. He was in my university when we became friends. I was studying electronic and he was architect student. Always it was interesting for me to see his efforts of trying to understand the professor sayings when he was writing on the board. My friend was always looking at the notes of the next students to be understood.
Its obvious that all the university staff some how protects him. I remember in one of the final exams when he was writing the answers from some cheat papers who he had brought, that man who was taking care saw him and just laugh.
With all his problems he became graduated and of course found a good job.
Now he is 27 and wants to get married. He is very handsome and his family are in a good position and wealthy. By these aspects it seems easy to find the suitable girl, but he is deaf!!!
He goes to the deaf community of Iran. In this place there are lots of deaf boys and girls coming everyday and he had fell in love with one of those girls. He always insisted on marrying with a deaf person so up to now everything is OK.
But his parents say he must get married with a healthy girl. They even say we will find someone who can bare you all the life time!!! But how it's possible!
Mr.X says that girl at first years can push herself to tolerate my situation but after maybe 5 or 10 years, my money and other good points will lose their face and she will be tired of living with me.
When I look from the view point of his parents I see they want a healthy girl to improve the life of their boy and give them some healthy kids, but when I look from Mr.x side I totally agree with him.
His parents says if he marry that girl he shouldn't come back home… very hard to decide. Isn't it?

These Days...

The life is so much better than it's appeared in the hard days. It depends on how we spend it, for me nowadays it's unbelievably turns perfect when I step out of my work place.
At least thank God after work hours it's as sweet as before. But it's not fair. We should change the feeling and the environment…
Yesterday I heard about one of my classmate's marriages. Because he isn't in healthy conditions the story is nice. Tomorrow I'll write about the marriage story of Mr. X who is deaf.

I forgot to say, this environment had made lots of colleagues to change their work place. Maybe I should think about it.

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The shrine of Prophete Mohammad in Madinah city.

1st Of Mehr

Today is the 1st of Mehr in Iran, you know what I want to say, yes it’s the 1st day of educational year here.
In the morning everywhere I was feeling this environment. Fortunately the traffic jam wasn't very heavy but the new uniforms of the children and crowded doors of the schools were just reminding that today is the 1st of Mehr.
I don't have good memories of my university era but my schools especially primary school is something else.
At that time we were living in Mashhad, and every morning Yaser and I and some times some of the cousins walk to school with each other. Believe me one of the best memories of education is your funny memories in the way:
…My mother had bought a new pair of red soft shoes for Yaser and he really loves them. Always in the house he wears them, and on the 1st of Mehr he went to school by them :D Imagin wearing soft red shoes in the school!!! I'm sure he still remembers it.

Security Problem

Today the web page of my work place was hacked by some so-called Turkish hackers. Before it I've heard about those poor organizations that have been hacked but this time I was somehow responsible for this problem or at least it was shown in this way. With a friend we investigated the probabilities and he found the reason. That hole was one of the most obvious ones which everyday I see it in security sites or books but this time it faced into our site.
The experience of sudden news of site hack was new and somehow interesting for me. At least it will make managers more responsible about site securities and also experts advise.
Thank God that the problem is solved now.

Space Passenger

Yesterday morning the first Iranian-born American woman, Mrs. Ansari left the earth to the International Space Station. She is a co-fonder of Texas Telecom company so she was able to afford 20m$ for this 10 day trip.
Actually up to now, about 200 people have reserved this trip till 2008 and Mrs. Ansari was one of them but because one of the Japanese scientists of Soyuz( the capsule which will carry them to ISS) were not in healthy conditions they replaced him with Mrs.Ansari. Because 2 weeks ago this replacement happened so all the equipments are for that Japanese person even the foods.
Launching Soyuz to ISS (about 400km) will take 2 days long. Because all the measurements should be very exact to not lose the capsule in unlimited space but coming back from ISS will take about 4 hours.
Anyway, this trip is done out of a huge measurements and team-works but there never could be any guarantee that if you leave the earth you will come back again. Its space and have its own probabilities.
As a dream I wish I were in her shoes :D a very adventures trip with not clear future. I wish good luck for her.

Kiss the Lovely Face Of God

I'm waiting for Ramadan.
Everyone knows that in this month Moslem don't eat and drink and do some certain jobs to keep their promise with God in worshipping him (why God pronoun is always HE?!!!)
It's obvious that he doesn't need our worships and also most of us are neglectful about the orders of this process.
I'm also one of them ,but in my case this neglect is very natural because I always think that my God is too near ,so whenever I need him I can count on him and even if I forget him in some cases, he will always reminds me.
But Ramadan is different than other months. I really like this fasting, not its hungers and thirsts, but the feeling of trying to remember some things better than your usual life. Remembrance of God in this month is very good (of course I admit that there is no need to remember God by fasting)
And another good point of this month is that Mehrdad and I will eat dinner with each other. And because he is hungry he never understands the bad points of my dish :D
I'm waiting for Ramadan…


P.S. The title of this post is the name of a book I read last week.

Bad Morning

The way you start your morning is very important for your long day. At least for me it's true. When at the immediate morning something bothers me, some times it's impossible to forget that memory till night.
Thank God in 90% cases this offence will be forgotten during night sleep and next morning you can feel better if again something else doesn't bother you!!!
We have a good proverb in Persian about this story. Do you know what I'm talking about? ;)

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My grandmother was very happy when she saw these flowers in her room. Her cares were successful!

Ideal Way Of Thinking

Some days ago I was with a friend who never listens to the news. His reason of not listening to any news was interesting for me:
He said, when you listen to news as the source of new information your brain faces into a great deal of new things. For example a war in Palestine, a flood in India, a plane crash in …, burning a child with 3 hands, finding a new vaccine for HIV virus and lots more.
Your brain should handle all these data, and managing them in your brain cells will take time and energy.
He suggested getting information about a 1-dimension subject and then after a while, for example 6 months, you'll find you are getting expert in that field very unintentionally.
Somehow he is right!!! I also think reading news is a hobby which is sometimes a time consuming job to kill the time. What's your idea?

Fall Coming

In Tehran you can easily hear the smell of fall, yellow leaves everywhere, shortest days, somehow a cold breeze remembering of course polluted air and us to be careful.
Even they have predicted maybe the schools should start one week later to avoid student’s harms out of the dirty weather.
Anyhow, I love this season changing in Iran. It’s very very better than just having one season all the year. Here you are experiencing your age passing in different kinds of weather and it’s somehow more adventures and interesting!!!

Self-Sacrificing

Today I found something funny about that plane crash in Mashad. I don't know if you have seen the photos or no, but it's obvious that the front part of the plane got the most damages and those poor 29 people were sitting at that part while those ones who were at the end part survived.
By this image, I thought that the crew staffs are among those dead 29 ones, but amazingly I found that none of those 11 people, even the pilot were even injured.
Now I'm seeing that image more clearly. That plane landed but the tires didn't work. It had the accident and suddenly the flames were all over. The emergency doors should be opened to make that run easier but the first ones at that doors were the staff.
From the moral point of view that pilot should remain in the plane till the moment all the passengers left (like Titanic :D) but …

Despising Feeling

In my work place ,I'm working with my male and female colleagues. Because we are in IT department it's very natural that we have close relationships. This level of relations is not valid from the view point of prejudice managers who think our cloths or talks will make everywhere full of sins.
This story isn't a new one, but today the main manager called all the women!!! And talked to us and asked not to wear these short cloths or maybe don't wear makeup or talk with men or…
But none of them never ever first think that in a work place,where we come everyday to spent most of our day time, just the environment will encourage us to do our jobs and this environment is made by every members of it , no matter man or woman, and if its faked then all of the members are responsible for making it healthy again because its their living room. It's none of the business of that manager who thinks maybe Islam is in problem by those actions. It's something completely personal, you can't go to your neighbor and order him to wear yellow cloths, but…
This despising feeling was making me really depressed, but I will never forget that I'm living in this damn beloved Iran!!!

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Anew version of Ee-Kio-sun(A Japanease cartoon hero who was totally bold and clever) :D

Crash Again

It's been about 1 yesr since that C-130 plane crash in Tehran which resulted in lots of journalist die. I was wondering why this cycle haven't been continued ,because in our country very logically we should have at least 2 plane crash each year according to this primitive airplanes and airlines.
Yesterday this year's crash happened in Mashad airport and because the tiers of the plane didn't work properly while landing, it fired and about 30 people burned in the flames and more was injured.
Just thinking about that moment when they were poisoned in that bunch of metal and flame and screaming for the help is sorrow bringing.
We are paying the costs of living here and most of the times this price is very expensive.

Listen Mehrdad Khan

Today I was talking to someone who has been married for 2 days. I was talking about my experiences and asked her not to do everything for your husband. I was teaching her how to make this lazy husband as a useful man in the house who can be counted as a help for washing the dishes and cleaning the house and maybe making tea. In my estimation this is a big job if a man can do for her wife. But amazingly, she replied that at the first night she had asked him for washing the dishes and when he denied then she refused either and those dirty dishes are still in the sink :O
I felt pretty shied when I see how skillful she is!!!

Missed the old days!

I'm wondering why most of my friends have been born in August? Please check your birthday before birthing to make buying gifts easy for your friends :D

When I was child, in certain days like the first day of the new year, my parents give us Eidi (like the gift of Christmas). Most of the times this Eidi was a new note which its amount would increase by our age. Of course the older we get the more Eidi we get. It's one of the sweetest memories of those days. This custom is still done in our home but something has changed. At those times having that new note was important not it's value but these days only the 0's of the note is important. Even it's better to have a great deal of old notes instead of 1 new but cheap note.
Every one likes money, but I want to say we are forgetting something which is more important. Those old notes will never stay in the memories of a child even if they are very valuable. Do you agree?!!

logical and LOGICAL

Some days ago I was in great need of money, so I asked one of my friends. I know he made all his efforts and at least brought the money. When I went to get the money, I gave him a receipt for paying money back. I knew maybe he wouldn't accept it, but according to my rules it was necessary.
His answer was interesting. When I asked him to accept the receipt, he said there is no need to any receipt while you and I know about this money and if one of us face into any problem (die maybe !!!) then this money doesn't have it's value.
He didn't accept the receipt and I admit that he is right.
What do you think? Which one was true?

Shrewd

Yesterday after the announcement of Iran about his answer to the suggestion of 5+1 group, it was interesting that most of those countries have invited some experts to decode the Iran letter.
Nuclear men of government of course know about the results of any deny against the world requests and also they want to have their faked face as a great power in front of their people. So they just delay that certain YES which will be obliged in certain future and just postpone time by saying not clear answers.
Now, after this much time and even after yesterday show about getting the techniques of making heavy water, I'm sure that Iran will accept any offer about nuclear conflicts to make the position of the governors more stable. ANY OFFER!!!

Power Failiure

Today in Tehran, we have mass power electricity off. It happened at the peak usage time of the morning so a great damage happened. Lots of people were poisoned in the elevators which causes the main action of firemen forces. Also the public transportation such as metro and electrical buses face into problems and lots of passengers was rounding in the streets.
Talker of the power ministry announced the reason as a failure in one of the main posts of power transportation, but it's heard that this is happened because of the overload in the network which can be caused by not changing the local time in the new government.
Anyhow, today past with its problems; but it's very possible that if you want to paralyze Tehran just bomb in the power centers. We really don't have any active backup. The winner of the coming war if clear!!!

rush

It seems that for a long time I haven't write in my blog !!! Why this time seems so long?!

Some days ago when I reached home I saw that the roof of the bathroom is wet. Because we are in the upper floor and we are in summer, it was clear that this leakage has been caused by some cooler machines on the roof.
I went angrily to the manager of the building and complaint about that careless neighbor who haven't checked his machine and made us the problem. The manager is a nice old man who was trying to make me calm and promised me to compensate all the damage.
But you know what happened when we went on the roof? The broken machine was OURS, not any one else. Imagine my situation, after that much shouting at the man then see you, yourself, are the guilty.
Please remind me not to judge at the first glance ;)

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Cold watermelons in hot summer. Here you are!!!

Bad Feeling

- Did you get his letter? It's urgent of course.
- Have you sent that money? They are waiting for it.
- Did you asked about the possibility of helping her? She needs it.
Yes,Yes,Yes I have done all of them but I'm feeling alone. Someone please help me.
- Go to your friends, they will help you.
But they …
- So go to your mother, I think she is the best choice.
But you know she is not here now, like my brothers and the others.
- So come to me, you now I'm always available for you.
Yes, I know. Thank you.

old cloths

Yesterday I was reading an article about getting positive energies from the environment you are living in.
One of the first and easiest ways of feeling better in your home is checking out all your stores and boxes and wardrobes and drawer chests to make sure that you have only necessary things, not something you might need in an unknown day of future.
Most of us have lots of shoes or cloths which are not in today's style and they are still new and useable. Some of us will keep them in the stores for a day which that kind of cloth becomes in style again. Yes, of course it's true that after some years long cloths get short or reverse for example. But we can give those cloths to charity organizations for two benefits.
First to get the positive energy of helping to someone else by providing his cloth and second by getting another positive energy while we are buying those cloths when they are in style again.
Don't be stingy; very easily get rid of your old cloths :D

Psudobusy

In this big big world, while everyone are busy, running after money, no time to enjoy your life and no time to listen to your friend; just wait a minute, take a deep breath and have a look in the mirror. It's you who seems very odd in your eyes.
Yes, we are forgetting even our faces, what more do you expect to remember the others!!!!

Tehran Mountains

If you have ever lived in Tehran, I’m sure that you‘ve heard about the nice resorts around. It’s turned to a habit for the people to climb the mountains on the weekends and somehow run from the air and sound pollution surrounded them. There are some beautiful mountains around, as a review I can call Tochal, Kolakchal,Darakeh, Darband, Darabad, Kan and… these places are the most famous ones with a great number of visitors.
But recently something disastrous is happening. In some of these mountains like Kolakchal, the government has buried some unknown martyrs who has turned this nice place to a cemetery and on the weekends some of their fans climb the mountain to visit them. It’s of course a free place and nobody has the possession but the general environment they’ve made with this action is no good at all.
I prefer to never go there and enjoy my time by not seeing them but what will happen if they do this job in all mountains?!!!

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A plate of delicious Malasian fruit. Believe me , if you are out in hot summer and then come back home and eat them you will realy thank God that how suit life is.

Happy Mother's day

Yesterday in Iran was celebrated as Father's day. We have our Mother's day in the birthday of Holy Fatimah and this day is as the birthday of holy Ali. But I never like this day. I feel some how they have made it to present it against Mother's day.
I'm a woman and I can be labeled as a feminist .I think nothing can be worth equal to a day that you are praising a mother effort in raising the child. Yes of course that child needs a father but the mother is the always available devotee for that child in any time. Both of them are doing their duty but the one who is expensing from her health is the mother.
P.S. I'm not a mother so fathers can complaint as much as they want :D

A Link

If you can read Persian try this link. It's realy beautiful:
A Father Blog

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This is the room which a bride and a groom make their contract of a whole life living in common.
It's some how like the other countries but with some tiny differences.

Complaint

Sometimes in life I wonder why I should see lots of people everyday who I don't like and I'm trying to bare them, but my beloved ones are so far away.
Show must go on!!! Life is amazing.

The War-6

An attempt was made in Camp David 2000 to end these conflicts but there was no result. Then in 2002 with the proposal of US, European Union, Russia and UN; Road Map for Peace was claimed. In 2004 The President of US asked for independent Palestine country side by side Israel. According to this settlement, in 2005, Israel army left some of the occupied land like Gaza strip. This retreat was assumed as a great win in the side of Palestinian, but it wasn't a win; it was just an effort to end this killings.
After this so-called peace everyone optimistically thought that this war is finished, but none of the sides accepted to reduce their armies and weapons. About 40 days ago, 3 of Israel soldiers were kidnapped by Hezbollah (one of the Moslem armies) and it gave the excuse to Israel to start a great war. This time all the past peace agreements are denied and all sides are battling with most of their ability. Of course every one knows that Israel has nuclear weapons which haven't still used them.
While all the wars has their own strategy which the first one is not killing women and children, but unfortunately the place of firing Palestine rockets which is in civilized areas had lead the war into villages. Lots of nonmilitary people are killed in Palestine and they have made lots of suicide in civilian parts of Israel which has the same result.
Looking at the statistics the number of Arab death is 10 times more than Israelis. No doubt they should finish the war. This time Israel has targeted all economic parts of Lebanon and Palestine like important factories and tourism economy. Palestine by giving help from some resorted countries like Iran and Syria is doing all he can do. They don't have anything to defend except their people which are not in security any more.
I never understand the reason of this war. When I started writing the history of The Holy Land ,I want to answer the question of the reasons of these conflicts in these centuries but it's interesting that now ,when I know the history still I don't find the reason of killing this much people .
And one thing more… as an Iranian I'm ashamed of my country helps to heat this fire which will delay any kind of peace bringing. I'm ashamed of seeing sending young soldiers to fight for other nations while we have our own problems and we are sure they will never help us in economic sanctions.

The War-5

Soon after World War II Britain decided to leave The Land. UN went to solve the dispute, so in 1947 they divided The Land into two parts regarding the populations. Jewish accepted the terms but Arabs said it's inadequate and reject. In 1948 Jewish asked for a single entity as Israel country in the UN. The armies of Syria, Egypt, Iraq. Jordan and Lebanon started a new war which almost Israel was the winner and end to lots of Palestinians exiles and homes lose which they haven't come back till today.
West Bank and Gaza Strip which were in Arab parts were controlled by Jordan and Egypt from 1948 till 1967.in that year Israel attacked for these areas and occupied them. UN in Security Council asked Israel to leave occupied land to make peace. Meanwhile Palestinians were demanding for their independency, either in Palestine or occupied lands.
This war continued all these years. In 1993 Israel accepted to allow Yaser Arafat to enter The Land and according to Oslo Accord he accepted to give Palestinians some limited independency in some parts of occupied lands.
I think this story which is looped in different periods of time will be ended in next episode.

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After this much writing about wars , I think looking at a green picture is useful ;)

The War-4

After the end of World War I, Jewish immigration to Palestine started significantly. At this time a political group called Zionism was built which aimed to help all Jews, especially those ones living in Russia and Europe to come back to their home land in 19th century. During this war Turkey was in the side of Germany and when they won the war the Great Britain got the control of the land. When General Allenby entered Jerusalem, he dismounted his horse and was greeted by the leaders of all three religions.
Turkey lost it's control of the Middle East. Britain decided to make two parts in The Land one for Arabs and one for the national people including Jews. Emir Faisal agreed to Jews immigration to Palestine but he asks them to accept The Land as a state of Syria.
Between 1920 and 1945 the Jewish population increased from 1% to almost 31% .In 1936 the British Peel Commission advised to divide the western part of the Palestine between Arabs and Jews. This suggestion end to a war which made 5000 Arabs, 400 Jews and 200 Britain killed.
I think after observing the pertinacity of Arabs and Jews, British decided to Leave The Land immediate after the World War II. They found that none of them is accepting any peaceful contract….

The War-3

The history of this land is very old. In each certain era two of these three religions were fighting for The Land.
In 539 BCE Cyrus II of Persia let the Jews in which were exiled from The Land by the Babylonians.
In 330 BCE Alexander the Great get the control of the land. After his death in 323 BCE, Jews were divided into two groups; first those one who were in belief of Helen (The Greek Goddess) and those ones who were remained in their past believes. Then the Jewish-Roman Wars started.
Then Christianity was born which was branched from Judaism. In 66 CE the Great Jewish-Roman Revolt was held which resulted in 1300000 Jews death and destruction of their temple in Jerusalem. After it in most of the wars Jews failed, so they migrate to Egypt and some Hellenistic parts of the world.
In 634 CE, Arabs took the control of Palestine. They change everything even the language to their own and then after a while Shia started living there.
Then Christians decided to get their Prophet place of resurrection from Arabs and the Crusades started. They got the land for about 300 years until Saladin won the war and finished this period.
Then the Ottoman Period started from 1516 until 1800 which Turks get the control of the land. During this time Napoleon invade the country but they push him out of the land and their kingdom last till World War I.
The history of this Holy Land is which has resulted in current war is going to be started…

The War-2

Why The Holy Land is a target of all these conflict during lots of decades? Each religion worships this land for their own reasons.
Jewish: for more than 3000 years this land which is called Israel belonged them as the place of the First and Second Temple. Recently the archeologists have found some symptoms that shown even the kingdom of David and Solomon (they are both mentioned in Quran) has been done there. They Failed in some wars such as Bar Cochba Revolt against Roman Empire and lost the Land.
Christians: It's really a great place for them too. It's the place of birth of Crucifixion and also the place of resurrection of Jesus Christ (He was born in Bethlehem). They call the land as Jerusalem.
Moslems: It's called Holy Valley (Alvadi Almoghadas or AlQhuds) and it's very very important for them. It's in association with Israelis' Prophets (they believe their existence) and it's also the place of Isra and Miraj( the spiritual journey of Prophet Mohammad to and from Jerusalem).
So they all have their own reasons to live there….

The War-1

The history begins from very very years ago.
Once upon a time, when the ice age was finished (?) and there were not any dinosaur living in this nice earth, the humans started rounding everywhere and started their civilized livings.
From the first days, distinctively they felt the necessity of religion existence and started worshiping different idols. Then they become more modernized and according to their Holy Books God helped them. The first ancient religious was Zoroastrianism which believed in One God ruling over the world. Then the Abraham era started which is contained of Judaism, Christianity and Islamic religions.
It's very interesting that all these Monotheism religions have started from the Middle East; the territory which is in a great unfair war; the country which is my story object in the coming episodes. I'll talk more.

P.S. In finding the history and special words spells, I've got help from WIKIPEDIA The Free Encyclopedia.

Blame Reason

Dear Readers Hi.
Sorry that these days this blopg haven't been updated.It doesn't mean that it's not an important job for me but it's only because of my spirit which is so tired recently. I hope I be able to write again.
Thanks for your notice.

Honesty

Those people who are very professional in telling lies and think their addresser is very gullible always forget something. They forget that if that person could be easily deceived it's because of his own honesty otherwise he will never believe anything anyone says. It's a phobia in every liar who thinks everyone is telling them opposites so they lose a good relationship. Maybe it's the cause of their mistakes in remembering their old lies. They always show themselves.

P.S. once I started to write about Middle East conflicts in this blog and lots of annoying comments rush to me. At that time I said to myself it's none of my business of course. Two nations are killing each other for more than 100 years and no one says anything because none of them is a good listener. This time the story is continued again. I want to write more about this battle, this so unfair battle which started by kidnapping 3 Israelis soldiers and had result into lots of death.

Hi Mr. Groom

Some moments in your life are deeply unforgettable. They could be very ordinary ones which are happening every day, but some causes make them special.
Today morning we had a special passenger from Malaysia (you can guess who I'm talking about). Usually when he comes Iran nobody goes for him to the airport but this time his status as a groom had changed the rules. We went to Mehrabad and we made him chocked and I'm sure he won't forget this time. He was a groom who a bride was waiting for him.

A Story

Once upon a time, there was a man who wants to change the world. He left his country to make the changes. He started rounding to different lands. In every country, he met people who were very aloof of what he expects. He started preaching them and described his theories to make them a better life( of course he aims their upper level of livings).
After leaving the first country, he said "how strange they were." Because although they weren't doing his orders but they were kind of susseccfuls. Then he went to the second country and the story begins again , but something new happened. After leaving the second country he wasn't that much sure about their wrong methods, because although they listen to him but they were still successful in their own method.
This story continues for years. Our hero went to lots of countries, met different nations and didn't leave them until he became sure that they were successful.
When he came back, his family was shocked. Because he wasn't the man who left home years ago. He had changed a lot and he thought that he had made the others changes.
The man of my story never understood that those nations had made him a different man. Unintentionally he adopts himself like them to convince himself about doing that job.
I'm saying that in certain situation you should act different to reach your goal. Otherwise the situation will change you.

Final

Today the final of Germany 2006 world cup is going to be done. While all the stars are stopped from entering the final match, I can not exactly tell which team is my favorite. So lets be the fan of Italy for a friend cause whose husband bet on it from the first weeks :D
Yesterday I heard in the news that a big electronic company in Italy has sold lots of devices and at that time had promised customers to give their money back if Italy wins the world cup, because the probability of Italy win was very low. But now they are praying for France win, otherwise they will be broken. A good kind of advertisement, which doesn't work always ;)

Regrets

I never find the reason why when some one is alive nobody pays any attention to him/her ,no body even notice his/her existence in the room or nobody tries to help to him/her. But as soon as he/she dies, everybody remembers him (let me use just one pronoun) ,cry for him, make big funerals and always reminds his goodness. Maybe we are trying to clean our neglectfulness at past times.
Always alive people are with us, I'm trying to enjoy being with them in order to regret past moments after their death. But accept me that it's hard to remember all good people every moments.

P.s. I think that my blog writing is a kind of loud thinking in world wide web. When something is in my mind ,by expressing it in my blog ,I feel better to put it away. So please don't blame me why sometimes my subjects are not interesting enough.

I Should Change

When you are married everything turn to two-way matters. It means that nothing is single even your feelings, I want to say that if I feel I'm happy and have enough prosperity it certainly means that my husband is feeling the same. Otherwise I would never get that feeling.
Unquestionably it's true in most of the relations, between a mother and son, teacher and students, two friends, two colleagues…
Because of this fact If my husband, or a friend or my parents are tired or angry ; up to the moment I find the reason; some how I think maybe I've been the cause or maybe I can help them. So I start questioning and because I'm not the cause in most cases, they feel I'm entering their privacy. It's a behavior I should change in myself.

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These rings are the symbole of living with each other forever. They are not beautiful individually, they should be always together to show their beauties. ...and most of the times they are the first COMMON thing between a bride and groom, Congratulations!!!

Involved in Zodiac Signs

Each person is born in a special zodiac sign (month and year). These signs are the symbol of certain behaviors, which are presented by the names. If you want to know them according to the Chinese calendar, they are as listed below:
Aries, Taurus, Gemini, Cancer, Leo, Virgo, Libra, Scorpions, Sagittarius, Capricorn, Aquarius, Pisces.
It’s interesting to know that the people who are born in the same month act some how similar to each other in different circumstances. And it’s more interesting to know that these signs are defined according to the stars which where in the direct line between the sun and the earth at those 30 day period. In another words it’s saying that your location in the big galaxy has it’s effects on you.
Maybe some day, we ordinary people, understand why Taurus born ones are that much calm and cute or Pieces born are sensative or Gemini born are noncomformists. It’s a nice question about people’s creation ;)

Asymmetric beautiful Faces

Have you ever thought that what is the beauty of a face? It could be a feeling that fulfills you with tranquility or something that brings you self-confident and respects. We know all these facts but today I read an article which says that the beauty in human's eyes is a combination of Asymmetric objects in your face.
If you divide your picture by Photoshop from middle vertical line and reverse it and put these two photos beside each other (by doing this job, you are making your face symmetric) surprisingly you will find how ugly your picture becomes; but don't forget that if your first picture is not good by itself then these vertical lines can't make the situation worse:D

Soon Final

In 15 minutes the match between Argentina and Germany will start. I’m praying for Americans win. Let see who is the winner!!!
If Germans win the match I’ll lose lots of bets :(

3 hours later: Argentina lost the match in penalty shots. So nothing to say!

Konkoor

These days if you are in Iran and have some teenagers in your friends or family, then you will see a noticeable stress in their eyes. In next 2 days the biggest test for Iranian universities entrance will be done. Poor students should answer to about 400 tests (they are 4 optioned) in about 3:45 minutes and any wrong answer will result into their failure in entrance or will lead them into far cities.
This ridiculous test is named Konkoor. We can consider it as a nightmare or exaggerating ceremony for our people. I hope at least our children never see this unfair judgment!!!

Damn Filtering

Now I'm sure that this photo problem is by filtering in Iran, if you use a proxy broker you can see the pictures, so I will start posting my photoblog posts again and if you want to see them ,use some antiproxy sites. If you don't have any just, let me know, I'll send you a bunch of them.

Rumors and sleepy workers

A Persian phrase says:" The Bazaar of the rumors is very hot." It means that everybody are repeating their information about the news that who is going to be the new manager. Working in an office with no boss is interesting for a while but not for ever.
…and something else, looking at the sleepy faces of colleges at work is turning to a disaster. They watch world cup matches up to the midnight and the day after that they are just taking naps behind the desks. It's giving a feeling of sleepy environment to everyone. Am I right?

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When the photo problem is not solved, it's better to change the template to notice the eyes. I think it's very simple but could imagine as a nice face. Who knows what these lazy blogspot team are doing by my photos?!
The subject is longer than the post :))

Confusedَ

I want to sleep under a clean, starful, shiny sky. I'm dying for counting those nice mystic objects over my head; I want to see the dream of being there, talking with them and even … but in Tehran? How on earth it's possible?
Yesterday when I ask a friend that how he remembers the history of 1958 FIFA world cup, he replied that he was alive at that time but in his past life, his name was DeterHiens , his wife's name Mary and he had been Swedish!!!
I need that starful sky. Please help me.

P.S. I don't like to delete your comments, because I think it's Very interesting to see your discussions about a topic, please don't ask me to do such a criminal :D

For My First Boss

I’m living in Iran. In my country when the president changes, most of the government officers change too. People are paying the cost of this involuntary change to make time for the new comers to be educated in their field.
Yesterday my manager signed his resignation letter and said he won’t come from Saturday. He was working in IT department for more than 4 years and it’s a record for this place. When he was calling us group by group to announce his proves to us, I was thinking about all my work experience, which was made by him as my only manager up to that time.
In spite of all his discriminations, which were crystal clear for everyone, he also had some good points. Now I’m sure that if you want to be a successful manager you should collect some good employers and make a feeling of team working between them to optimize their ability. You should have the power of making the last decisions and cutting the subject. You should be a good talker to convince all opposite parties to silent them at the time. You should be up to date in IT fields… and you should know to be in whose side in a big company to be survived (This item needs a little bit more intelligent than the others).
Now I’m waiting to see the new manager and his abilities, but some changes at some times are necessary, it’ll result into improvements. I hope this case is one of them.
And I will never forget him, because he was the first. Good Bye Mr ...

We creatures

I believe that Experience is not what happens for you, but it's your reaction about what's happening.
In last days when I was sympathizing with some friends, I heard this sentence which says:" you are not in her shoes. Maybe if you have her situation, you were reacting much more badly." again and again. But still I think that we make our conditions by ourselves. We can't blame God or parents or … for all failures. We are responsible for our jobs!!!

Eavesdropping

Has it ever happened for you that you call someone and after the call end that person forgets to turn off the phone , and you listen to her calls some how intentionally to see what are they telling? This situation will be more interesting if they talk about YOU without knowing that you are listening to them .
Today morning it happened for me. My first reaction was a complete long laugh. They were talking about me in a different language that they are always talking to me but this new language wasn't bad. It was totally new and somehow kinder than before, because they weren't looking at the positions and just were free.

i've just remembered

Yes I remember 4 years ago, I remember the match between those two teams. Congratulations to you.

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1-The weather is getting very hard. Please be careful about the food and fruit you are eating.

2-When you collect some people's money for buying a gift for a friend instead of them and then when they ask you "what did you buy?" and you answer them "It's a surprise." Then you should remember this probability that at the time of paying money, they won't give you their part to surprise you.

3-I'm wondering if this photo problem is by filtering of Iran. Please notice me if you can see my photoblog picture by your internet link.

Football

We lost yesterday match, and we should lose it ,otherwise you should doubt to the justice of God because when the percentage of the ball possession is 30-70 and all other statistics are greatly to the Portugal side, how do you expect poor, weak, meek ,… Iranian players to even get one goal. I, personally, like the result and now I'm watching other matches without any stress. It's a fact that after the failures of Iran we can enjoy nice footballs other teams are playing.
Iran in world cup 2006 is finished.
... I'm the fan of Argentina in the first group and Brazil in the second one. I prefer to watch the final match between these two teams. Let's see what's happening.

Feel Good

Iran national football;; team is going to face Portugal in about 2 hours. This time I feel much more better, because I know I shouldn't pray for Iran win or equal result, but I should only ask God for a professional lose( not as bad as Serbia against Argentina who lost the match with an astonishing result 6-0 ) so today I feel much more better.
And something more, these lazy blogspot administrators at last have solve the photo problem. I'm happy of publishing my photoblogs posts again.

P.S. The problem still exists.

A Story

I read this story and want to share it with you. Here you are:
There was a blind girl who hated herself because of being blind. She hated everyone except her boyfriend. One day the girl said that if she cud only see the world she would marry her boyfriend, one day someone donated their eyes 2 her and then she saw everything including his boyfriend, her boyfriend ask her, "now that you can see, will you marry me?", the girl was shocked when she saw her boyfriend is also blind, and she refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend walks away with tears and said, “Just take care of my eyes dear

Iran Fans

Today I feel better so I can write about Iran-Mexico match. We lost it 1-3.Although we were good in the first half time and out of our frightened coach we were damn bad in the second half.
But I don't want to talk about the match. I want to write about those mean spectators who were in Germany for encouraging Iran players but most of them have sold their tickets to the Mexico fans.
While all the cost of your trip from Iran to Germany with the ticket of 3 matches was less than 3000$, most of our football watchers sold their tickets for 5000$ to Mexicans. So when we were watching the match only 1500 people were there to call Iran, Iran, Iran. When game was over the coach of Mexico thanks all Mexican fans who were one of the most powerful reasons of their win in the second half.
See ,again after watching the match we are just blaming players and coach but we never think why our representatives have sold our honor for 5000$!!!
Last night Japan lost his match too, but I can never compare their fans with ours….

Deppressed

I'm so exhusted to write about last night Iran football match.So I won't write anything.
When we expect someone more than his ability ,and because of the time we believe in our wronge expectation , then adopting to face the reality is so hard. I think you know what I'm talking about.

P.S. This photo problem is by blogspot. I hope after a while they be able to solve it.

Dead one=Good one

When I was a child and we had some guests from other cities, my parents brought me to train station. At that time (even now) the children of those poor families who were living in small houses near the station were playing exactly beside the rails. Then always something amazing happens. When the train was in the station and passengers were taking on and off those small boys were looking at it with a kind of admiration but as soon as it started it's way they through stones to its windows. Rapidly they forgot the old feeling and started damaging their previous idol.
Always this happened and I never understand why the reason is. But now when I see my living environment I understand… it’s the logic of these people; when someone is silent nobody pays any attention to him but when he starts moving around everybody tries to stop or put some stones in his way. It could be the reason why we can't improve our situations.
And it can be the reason why all dead ones are good ones. When they are alive no one remembers their existence in the world and when they die everyone cries for them.

Somi, The cook

I have a friend (this time this friend is a MAN) who always talks about his roast chickens he bakes. So I decided to prove that women cooking are always better than men.
I bought 2 nice cleaned chickens and put them in onion and other teasing staff and then after some hours I put them over 2 skewers and put them in the oven and started counting minutes for having a delicious food.
In the middle when I opened the door lots of smokes were there. Those chickens had started pouring their waters at the bed of the oven and because of the heat all of them returned into smoke.
I opened all the windows and turned the conditioner on, and then every 5 minutes I checked the oven and cleaned the bed. I burned my hands and out of my exhaustion weren't able to eat meal.
Next day when I asked that teacher about his instruction, he laughed and said I should turn the up light on, not the down light. The point of that cooking was very funny. When I think about all hard jobs I did that night to put the smoke away and just by simply changing the lights I would solve that problem I just laugh.
But none of these accidents is opposite the fact that "women cooking are better than Men." :D

World Cup 18th Begins

Today the 2006 Germany world cup matches started. The nice part of the beginning ceremony was the presence of the previous winners from the first years of this cup. From each team some players were there, and the representative of the winner of 1930 which was Uruguay was a kind old man, imagine the time, it’s been 76 years past from their world cup win and just one old man remains from that team.
I personally enjoyed watching the program; it means that we still are remembering our memories.

This Amazing Life

I'm not very old, but I have the experience of finding good friends in a long period of time. I believe in this fact that you need time to know someone's different aspects and most of the time, in difficult situations you can see how reliable someone is.
So it's the reason that your 20 friends in high school changes to 10 and then some new ones come and go and at last 3 or 4 best friends remains for you. These 3 or 4 are so much precious.
These friends are always with you, but what will happen if they got married and their spouse doesn't like even your face?!!!!! It means that gradually, you are losing that friend unintentionally and the worse; you can't do anything to make the relations better.
I know if a true friend is a true friend he/she will remains always your true friend, but I want him/her always not just in phone or mail. I should fight for my valuable memories. This attempt is making another memory …

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Avery nice persian cat. Thinking about another creatures rather than humans is sometimes good ;)

Goodbye Maryam

Sometimes life seems more difficult than your expectations. You are always strong enough to face the first problems. Most of the times thinking about a problem is worse than having it. When you got it then you are able to make yourself ready about the bigger ones.
Imagine you are in street and your purse is stolen, after one week you have done all the works about it, you have requested for your secondary driving license, you have collected your friend's phone numbers and you have forgotten the money. Then your car is stolen. Again after a certain time; maybe one year is needed; all damages are compensated and you are continuing your life.
The motion which makes humans to get enough strength in facing life difficulties is their hope for future. With that hope they are able to forget all their failures and plan for a better life.
But how is it for those ones who have lost their hope and faith? In their estimations there isn't any need for living. I always pray God to protect me against losing my faith.
Two days ago one of our colleagues died. She didn't have a good life and I think she never felt any tranquility in her life span; I hope her soul finds the peace and rests in its place from now.
Times and again we see death in beside but forget it after a while!!!

Dreams

Last night when I was asleep I saw a complete film in my dream!!! Has it ever happened for you? Now in the morning when I’m thinking about it I’m again confused. I remember all the players and most of the locations and views. The more I search my memory the more confident I got which said the story of my dream is new and I haven’t seen a film about it in last 10 years. But how is it possible? How my mind is able to make a story when it’s half conscious?
I always thought that if I eat a complete dinner maybe I’ll have nightmares but this case is different.
There are lots of mysteries in this world which scientists haven’t found any answer for them. Dreaming and the quality of remembering it and its interpretations is one of those unanswered questions.

Taxes

Last night I heard news that in India, government has ordered that any foreign company could import their mobile phones but they should use Indian power chargers for their products. As you know India is a big market for any product and they already knew; in spite of all their improvements in IT technology; they don’t have the ability of producing mobile phones with the price and quality of the foreigners. They know that they are good in power chargers so they decide to at least make some jobs and benefits out of it.
As you know, last week in Iran all the prices of foreign products had a noticeable increase out of the new decisions of the government. They ratified a rule, which gets customs duty 10 times more than before. They explained it as a way to support local producers but they never thought that up to the time we reach to their level we should produce our power chargers!!!!! And let our people to enjoy the quality of good products.

New Face

As you see I have lost my old blog-template. I'm trying to find the way out but because I don't know anything about HTML I don't know how to change this ugly pink colure in the side bars. Please help me if you know the number of old code for the previous lovely pink colored; and something more; I should rewrite my friends links and also my site meter( I have lost more than I expect :o ) so up to that time bare this new and ugly face.

Tolerance

Some days our patience boundaries are very limited. We can't listen to any opposite decision or in the case that we know the argument won't result in any agreement, we don't stop it. I'm sure that everybody has been in such situations more than one time.

What could be the way out? I think taking a deep breath and thinking to a good memory or some one beloved and strong intention to put yourself out of this crisis could make you feel better. It's free, try it ;)

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This is the picture of Greek ship in west bank of Kish Island in South of Iran. It's one of the symbols of the island and had a nice story at behind.

It was for Portugal army, and when it become in mud they put lots of efforts for making it free; the cost of this efforts was more than the whole ship price; but they weren't successful and left it there.

Now, if you go at sunset to visit it, you can see one of the most beautiful views of the sun over the see.

Devoted Husband

Yesterday, Mehrdad and I were talking about buying a house. He said the place of that region is exactly on the Tehran earthquake line, which means that if the disaster happens, no matter how good the building is structured, nobody will survive. I said I prefer to die in that case instead of being alive and see all my families and friends are dead, but he said he prefers to be survived and make a new life!!!!!!!!! See, how similar we are to each other!
But at least he is honest to express himself. Last year when a 5.2 Richter earthquake happened in Tehran, I was asleep and he immediately ran out of home. He said it’s an advice to just think about yourself at that moment. Maybe he is right.

Iran Closed

Last Friday in Iran Daily newspaper a caricature was painted showing a cockroach which was speaking with the accent of Azeri People. Up to this point everything was ok, but suddenly from Sunday some complaints start about the caricature and Azeri people said they think this picture is insulting them and they condemned for the caricaturist punishment. Two days ago the caricaturist was fined from his job and yesterday, when the judge saw that this new movement is not finishing they put him on jail and even arrest the owner of the newspaper and closed it.

Lots of noises for just one word which was said by a cockroach!!! Some of my friends said that poor guy should be punished because he had repeated the dirty jokes about Azeri or Lori or other local nations. But please wait and have a look at the whole story again. Do you think really that guy wants to insult kind people of Azerbaijan, or do you think that all these jokes which are heard everyday is made by strangers not by them? Or even more, do you think this new temporary wave which is arose everywhere is for sympathizing with them?

I think all of these arguments is very well managed to make a legal reason for closing more than 250 newspapers before. This time they are saying that we are paying attention to your demands so we close this one like the others.

But this axe of punishment shouldn't be always on the head of journalists in order to let them criticize leaders and powerful people to watch their jobs. It's a fact that if nobody feels freedom to express himself then no improvement is done.

2nd Of Khordad

Imagine its 9 years ago and tomorrow is the presidential election. Would you elect Mr. Khatami as your president?

I want to confess that : Yes I would. In spite of all his negligence in front of the people's wishes, in spite of all his failures in making people better economical conditions, in spite of all his cowardice in fronting the USA at that damn Clinton time and in spite of lots of other reasons which maybe will flash in your mind ,I would still vote for him.

Lots of conditions has changed during past years, I know the future can judge him more fairly and they will admit that in those eras he was the best.

I pray never come a day that we say at the era of Ahmadinejad, he was the best… Sigh…

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Our Present

One day, a raven was sitting on a tree doing nothing all the day. A rabbit came dawn and asked him:" Can I sit all the day and do nothing?" raven answered:" Of course you can." So the rabbit sit under the tree and take a nap. Suddenly a fox came and ate him.

A funny result of this story could be this one: if you want to do nothing all the day; you should be sit in very high levels.

But this funny conclusion is a real one in Iran. Actually the new leaders are just doing nothing because they are sitting in very high levels, and we, rabbits, are infecting of it.

By the way, have you ever made a whole food burned all the way? Yesterday it happened for me and after 2 hours I was able to make the fog disappeared. The look of the food after its burning was amazing. Just a bunch of black material in a previous nice pot which was as ugly as those ones which are used on real burning woods now.